Uploaded May 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
Oh goodness it has been YEARS!! I wonder who is still here :o
Say hi if you're still here!
Still love my lil space here that I have unfortunately neglected. I do not have access to any of my footage anymore or editing software. But I've been itching to edit and have been making lil tiktoks so I thought hmm maybe I can use capcut for a lil edit too. I started this last winter and couldn't log back into capcut and I gave up until today I was like wait let's try this password and it worked lmao. I added some text and blur effects today but basically I did it all last year and has just been sitting in that capcut account. Hoping I pitched it well there eek. Anyways my fav song out of the album was of course the one with Lana in it bc she's my girl. And every time I heard this song all I could think about is clementine and joel at the beach in the snow. Ugh the feels. This movie holds a special place in my heart, it's gotten me through so many heart breaks and growth out of them bc ya know as much as I love them together they got that toxicity! But ugh this movie just hits me in the feels with its quotes...I WISH I STAYED?!? WHAT IF YOU STAYED THIS TIME?!?! I"M JUST A F'D UP GIRL LOOKING FOR HER OWN PIECE OF MIND?!?! The feels of regret and nostalgia and melancholy and what ifs literally kill me.
Anyways that's my whole rant for today, hope I don't take another 4 years to upload, if anyone has any current suggestions on editing software, where to obtain footage, etc that would be great bc I feel as lost as when I first started.
Hope you're well. Sending love and light from the past, present and future~
Oh goodness it has been YEARS!! I wonder who is still here :o
Say hi if you're still here!
Still love my lil space here that I have unfortunately neglected. I do not have access to any of my footage anymore or editing software. But I've been itching to edit and have been making lil tiktoks so I thought hmm maybe I can use capcut for a lil edit too. I started this last winter and couldn't log back into capcut and I gave up until today I was like wait let's try this password and it worked lmao. I added some text and blur effects today but basically I did it all last year and has just been sitting in that capcut account. Hoping I pitched it well there eek. Anyways my fav song out of the album was of course the one with Lana in it bc she's my girl. And every time I heard this song all I could think about is clementine and joel at the beach in the snow. Ugh the feels. This movie holds a special place in my heart, it's gotten me through so many heart breaks and growth out of them bc ya know as much as I love them together they got that toxicity! But ugh this movie just hits me in the feels with its quotes...I WISH I STAYED?!? WHAT IF YOU STAYED THIS TIME?!?! I"M JUST A F'D UP GIRL LOOKING FOR HER OWN PIECE OF MIND?!?! The feels of regret and nostalgia and melancholy and what ifs literally kill me.
Anyways that's my whole rant for today, hope I don't take another 4 years to upload, if anyone has any current suggestions on editing software, where to obtain footage, etc that would be great bc I feel as lost as when I first started.
Hope you're well. Sending love and light from the past, present and future~
