Uploaded December 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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well what's my issue today? its something new every time so someone get the wheel and we'll spin for a topic as i climb on my soapbox

if i got a nickel every time i fucked up id be a rich man.

i love it when my mother tries to make me take her antidepressants and my school guidance counselor calls me down during the middle of classes to tell me that im suicidal even though i was just put on break for therapy and then my mother makes fun of me for something that i said as a serious issue.

i love it when my mother doesnt take me seriously when i say that i lie to my therapist and how she tells me that i don't deserve to cry then turns around and expects me to tell her everything about my life like she's some fucking guardian angel who can solve all of my problems with a head pat and "when i was a kid i wasn't like you" then throws me into another therapy session where i avoid all of my issues again.

i love it when my mother never takes me seriously and thinks that everything i do is just based on impulse and then whenever i tell her something serious she either brushes it off or taunts me for it, but makes a big deal over something that was a joke or was just one instance.

i love being an edgy fucking teen who doesn't understand how the world works and just needs to shut up and can see that but doesnt quite grasp it so he just keeps on running his mouth until he starts to spew lies and shit that doesn't fucking matter just to hurt other people and then doesn't bother cleaning up his messes because that's just how irresponsible i am and how much i dont fucking care anymore