Aron is a grumpy god of life and death on a certain planet full of big lizards, giant insects and overgrown amphibians. Somehow mortals forget about the 'life' factor what adds to his grumpiness.. Song is a part of personal series 'The Sun the Moon the thief'
lyrics: time to close your eyes meet the end of days and nights among my cold arms know there's nothing left you'll rot away like those before you and like those you forgot about
but I remember all of you but I am made of all of you
they don't speak my name no prayers they share but who would call for a presence of pain and death you're just like them looking far away among memories this is the fate this is no shame the end
time to share your lies I hear you all days and nights that's my job after all gods who cannot tell joy or dismay and you value them more value them more than me
I will play that role of a devil, monstrosity that preys on mortals since you are no more oh poor damn soul toss away all your fears like those you forgot about
but I remember all of you but I am made of all of you
they don't speak my name no prayers they share but who would pity a presence of pain and death how can I blame a child who decays no looking back now step in afterlife
the cycle ends here from your birth to your demise I wish I could've save you from that disappointment
they don't speak my name but why would they care about forgotten presence of pain and death you'd think I can avoid loneliness you have each other I have eternity
I know every name the prayers I've heard but who would call for the god who takes and gives you're just like them shivering remains I promised to love this is the cycle of life and death this is the fate this is no shame do not be afraid my little lost soul I wait for a day you shout out my name
Story that appears in the background: Once there was a miserable spirit. The spirit called upon the Creator of the worlds: 'Oh, mighty Creator! Give a purpose to my existence, for it is meaningless and shallow.' And the Creator heard the spirit, and made him a God of the planet the Creator's sons owned, gods of the Sun and the Moon. Yet, the spirit, who took a name of Aron, who was making sure the earth bears fruit that could feed all the living, who was taking care of all the souls taking their first breaths in their new bodies and walking their final paths to the Willow of Souls, became associeted with death only. Mortals have only seen him in what has withered, and in what has rotten. They heard him in the final breaths of their loved ones. And thus he became the feared and hated God. And thus he became sour and lonely. Yet he never stopped loving the many of lifes he was meant to take care of. That was not the purpose he was given, but something he chose for himself.
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Instagram: instagram.com/marvyanakap Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaART SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka【CYAN】 MADMAN 【Vocaloid Original】MarvyanakaP2022-01-27 | Edgar Edge used to be a violent, abusive guy. But that was years ago. After he hurt someone he loved, he tried to change everything about himself, tried to become a better person. Earned a professor degree to make his world better. Worked hard, but still he feels like he can't balance the harm he has done in the past. And despite being a big softie, sometimes his bad side is showing again...
need to preserve who I am now cannot forget it's just a mask I'm freaking out will my demons come out again? the same? am I still there?
look at me now what do you see? you should’ve known known that I am weak I can't repay for all of my old sins I've done and all my mistakes
I'm losing myself I'm loosing again this one time tell me do I deserve this?
a waste of space a waste of time a waste of air all the way a waste of resoruces need to embrace my own despair I know its lair I am there and I am the monster
I cannot explain it's pleasure or pain? I'm drowning in shame living day by day am I too afraid to go out and face my tormented fate I cannot be saved help me
reaches for me with deadly claws I know this voice from brutal past who did I fail? who did I hurt again? I had enough! am I still there?
I wish I could just look away to feel the love for which I crave it's a disease that flows in my old veins like hate and rage
I'm losing myself I'm loosing again no need to say it that I deserve this
a waste of space a waste of time a waste of air all the way a waste of resoruces need to embrace my own despair I know its lair I am there and I am the monster
maybe nothing's left and I haven't changed that experiment will drive me insane my anxiety to which I succumb knows my real fate this is how it ends this is how it ends
find me at the end of the times trust me you don't want to see me now
I've tried to change my mind and ways yet here I am falling down down I feel this rage inside going mad I'm going mad there is no time for debate now without any doubt I am
a waste of space a waste of time a waste of air all the way a waste of resources need to escape degrading chains I'm no monster nor lair I'm simply a madman
this is something else, it's pleasure and pain running in my veins this is who I am my anxiety is calling my name do you hear me now? I cannot be saved help me
lyrics: there are places no one knows you can't find there any soul your heart seems to be similar
my voice echoes but there's none to hear me I'm on my own your shell seems to be peculiar
how could I see I cannot how could I feel when you don't you are always looking away
there are places no one knows you can't find there any soul I'm waiting there for you to find me
look in my eyes will you dare to say again you're not the one pray to the gods their ears are deaf tonight love is a crime
I would give up my life just to sin with you the meadow and starlight will make it come true
there are things that I have done you don't know what I've become
would you be mad if I said I don't want to live like that?
there is something you don't know something I don't want to show maybe we both can't be honest I can cry and I can laugh can you tell what's true what's not on the night of summer solstice
wait till the dusk will you dare to say again you need more time can't sacrifice the love we found tonight I won't let go
look in my eyes I will dare to say again you are the one I need no gods their ears are deaf tonight love is a crime
I would give up my life just to sin with you the meadow and starlight will make it come true
I would lose everything just to be with you my hope growing within will make it come true
It's literally a sequel to 'Invisible', taking place years later, telling about the same man, who once used to be a brute, now - older, full of regret, unwilling to make any relations - he became an object of interest of a young Supervir girl, who wants to drag him from his depression. She is a lost soul too, but also the only last sparkle of hope for redemption for the said man.
♥♥♥ production: Marvyanaka vocal: Ruby (Vocaloid4) character: Blanka Raza created by: Karune.Ka outfit design: Marvyanaka model: @user-zv6om6qg2s hotel: Trivago
♥♥♥ Lyrics:
here I go again do you know how long it'll be the same? on my own without a place to go
am I afraid? NEVER NEVER am I shaking? NEVER NEVER inside I am growing don't know where it's going would you like to TAKE ME TAKE ME? I don't wanna FAKE IT FAKE IT that is no CATHARSIS that's a crisis we're stuck in
anyway why do I care? I want to love and live again so blind and lost and heaven only knows the way anyway why do I care? I want to be a part of you again tonight it's time for us to start another game I won't run away
don't push me away there is something more left to do and say don't let go you're putting on a show COME ON, NO MORE
don't act like you're protecting me don't act like you know what's in me that would be a shame if there was no words that we could share
anyway why do I care I want to see your smile again this is a trap you've set up for yourself my sweet
am I afraid never never am I shaking never never inside I am growing don't know where it's going would you like to take me take me I don't wanna fake it fake it that is no catharsis that's a crisis we're stuck in
so strong yet sinking in fear
anyway why do I care I want to love and live again so blind and lost and heaven only knows the way anyway why do I care I want to be a part of you again tonight it's time for us to start another game I won't run away so promise to stay
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Instagram: instagram.com/marvyanakap Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaART SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka【TONIO】 Other Side 【Vocaloid Original】MarvyanakaP2021-09-08 | Synapsis included in my thesis: Since forever human beings tend to run away from painful reality. It doesn’t matter, if our way of escape are drugs, alcohol, web or our own creativity. All of us carry our own demons. (...) I present a story of a man who runs away, tempted by the visions of a better world. Yet is hard to tell what is real, and what is just imagination.
Song is from 2017, created for Vocamerica contest Animation is from 2018, made in rush for masters thesis My acceptance of this video's existence is from 2021
Among the powerful race of Supervir there was a young pilot with a serial number OG-21 and using the name Boris. He wasn't the strongest one, but surely sarcasm and power of becoming invisible saved his ass once or twice. Despite that, he was a good and altruistic person. Just a little joker. Among the same race was a young strong specimen, OG-2A who claimed a name Edgar. Stronger than any human being and intimidating, rather brutal in his ways but enjoying a presence of a colorful clown on his side. So Boris, his personal clown and lover, decides to make Edgar a better person, sometimes even sacrificing himself. How it went? Not so well.
After 5 years I present a song from K-2080 project series which should not be even called that name anymore, since K-2080 is not the main character in the actual version of the story, but who cares. The title adresses the only superpower Boris has, as well to his tendency to pretend everything is alright even when his hurting due to abuse.
♥♥♥ LYRICS
things that I see in your eyes things that I knew from the start things that I knew were just lies things that make me feel I'm alive
no time to look back face it with a smile I stand on my own tonight no need to hold back
you're tough I like that you're smart I like that this time it's my turn to bite somewhere is your honest side
I'm the one who'll make you fixed you see can't let it be
I know it's possible my pain is invisible watch as I'm taking every single shot
things you've said that day to me things you've done that day to me things you made me hear and feel things between pleasure and suffering
I thought I was smart in you there was light I could snatch you from the dark I'm bruised it's alright
am I just a fool doing what I should take me nothing wrong with that somewhere is my honest side
not everyone can be fixed you see it hurts but I allowed it to be
I hope it's possible see, my love is visible yet I can't resist the rage in your golden eyes
things that I believed in years ago they made me think I could make a change when I'm a mistake
no it's impossible my soul is invisible you torn it out and left my body here to rot
my hope is a riddle answer is invisible yet somehow you know the truth and now so do I
In one of the universes made by ancient Constructors there's a planet ruled by two twin brothers, sons of said Constructors. They might be gods, but in the first place, they are just siblings having a hard time getting along. Song is a part of personal project 'The Sun The Moon The Thief'.
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Instagram: instagram.com/marvyanakap Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaART SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka【Maika】 GENESIS//EXODUS 【Vocaloid Original】MarvyanakaP2020-05-06 | There is an ancient mysterious race of Constructors, engineers. There's always one alive for billions of billions of years with only one goal to achieve - create as many worlds, universes and timelines as possible. Genesis is a cold-hearted perfectionist. His standarts are high and if the creation doesn't meet them - he destroys it. The endless circle of continuous work and loneliness almost brings him to the edge of madness. Out of need to feel, love he subconsciously creates another Constructor - Exodus. And this little goddess is sometimes a bit too much for him with her cheerful way of being, yet she always gets him down to earth (metaphorically) Both characters belong to me and Karune as the core of our small united universe. They are parents of many other divine figures from other worlds.
I've produced a song during quarantine, I see this as an absolute win.
Because this situation comes back again, it's the time to finally post this song. It's dedicated to a certain woman from the other side of the planet. Big thanks to Marvin with helping me and invitation to the album project!
Treat it like a song at the blockbuster movie credits - kinda related to the movie itself, but actually not at all. I'm proud of this one. I love Cyber Songman in it. Now I can go and chill. Not at all.
♥♥♥ vocal: Ruby / Dex (Vocaloid4) music, lyrics, production: Marvyanaka series: Undertale (Toby Fox) sound effects you can hear in the epilogue comes from the game ♥♥♥
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ Site: http://marvyanaka.wix.com/official SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaP Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/MarvyanakaP【Undertale】 GraveyarD 【feat. Ruby】 original Vocaloid songMarvyanakaP2016-10-29 | The conflict between 'adoptive siblings' after their very death. Who is stronger, who will stay in the abyss forever? Do they feel the same anymore? I wansn't really going to create more songs related to 'Undertale' (which I still truly love), but some weird feelings kicked me last month. I even bought Ruby's voicebank especially for this one track. I bet she'll be a great 'partner' in the future. Making this animation took me a whole October. Enjoy.
♥♥♥ vocal: Ruby / Dex (Vocaloid4) music, lyrics, production: Marvyanaka series: Undertale (Toby Fox) sound effects you can hear in the epilogue comes from the game ♥♥♥
'(...) But if I'd like to say something in this short message, I want you to find your own interpretations. For me it's a song about interpersonal contacts and a bit about love, for someone else it could be a song about setting up a company, and another person can relate it to a completly different problem. After making this whole video I can say that every problem has its soultion closer than you think - just look for it. That's why if there's anything you want to achieve - just do it. Start from the begining, look for solutions.'
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ Site: http://marvyanaka.wix.com/official SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaP Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/MarvyanakaP【MAIKA】 NADZIEJA 【Vocaloid original】MarvyanakaP2016-05-11 | What is 'K-2080 project'? In the far future, people had to leave the Earth they have destroyed. Somewhere in the space, after a long trip, they found a new planet to live: full of life and green. But the life on it wasn't friendly, and the conventional weapon wasn't enough. People created a new type of human being, Supervir: stronger, able to live thousands of years, gifted with incredible powers. However they turned against they creators, enslaving them. Many years after these events people want to regain their freedom. One of them is May, a young girl with a strong spirit. But one day, her path crosses with the path of one of the Supervirs, named Axis. Is it just a story of love between this strong girl and cheerful boy, or something more? Welp, it's like 1% of the story. Yeah, it's a romance in sci-fi world, but it's much more complicated and has lots of twists. I haven't even tell all the basic details ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
There are few people I could dedicate this song for:
1. For Kitsuu, who is feeling the same as I see. 2. For BlueFly-Shi. The same situation but she never say it loud. 3. For Nomi who helped me to get up in the easiest way. 4. For SOMEONE who, not intentionally, drove me into deepest madness last week. It was the difference in numbers.
♥SOCIAL MEDIA!♥ Site: http://marvyanaka.wix.com/official SoundCloud: http://soundcloud.com/marvyanaka BandCamp: http:///marvyanaka.bandcamp.com DeviantArt: http://marvyanaka.deviantart.com Twitter: http://twitter.com/MarvyanakaP Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/MarvyanakaPUndertale - Neutral End (Polish dubbing) Flowey monologueMarvyanakaP2016-02-24 | I know it's polish but the text is just translation of the original monologue, so you know what is going on I guess =P Well, I've been feeling pretty down lately and this scene fits my feelings. On the other hand I wanted to dub this long time ago :D I decided to do it in my native language to let me focus on voice acting, not on pronouncing XuX And I didn't use footage from the game because I didn't want to steal the one I found on YT, and I'm too lazy to play the whole a game 100th time just to record this scene xD And I don't even remember when the last time I used MMD, so...
Music, lyrics, video: Marvyanaka Vocal: Yohioloid Undertale: Toby Fox
My personal tribute to awesome game known as "Undertale', produced by Toby Fox. Check out this game, it's just marvelous. About the song... It's mostly focused on, as I see it, Asriel's fascination to the main character of the game. We all know he had no intention in ending the circle of eternal journey of his only friend. And after all I think these choirs were good idea!