Uploaded October 2018 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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Description Below guys!

This is a song about finding yourself, entering your own mind, being horrified at who you truly are, and purple horse. This is the longest I've ever spent on a song, by the way.

The genre is electro house. I..guess. Yeah. We'll go with that.

I'm SO glad I could get Castwing to sing for me too. He's got an amazing voice that fits the song so well and I couldn't have asked for a more hard working singer. Over 20 takes apparently. Dedication, m808s.

I'm also so glad this song is finally done. I worked on this on and off for months almost.

Also, the video was hard to get. Pixel Perfect's a fantastic visuals..guy..maker..designer... but he misspelled Castwing's name twice on render. But still, he's a fantastic guy and I couldn't be more grateful for the free service he's provided me with, just so I can get my humble music works out to you guys.

Finally, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 600 SUBSCRIBERS.
I don't say this nearly enough, but every subscriber makes me smile. Every time I reach a new milestone of subs, I just feel like crying. Seriously, thanks so much for all the support and I'll never stop being grateful for you guys!
Thanks especially to those VERY few who've stuck by me since the beginning. For a year I didn't even have over 200 subscribers. My style's changed so much and it keeps changing, and the guys who accept my music for whatever it turns into are the best. Thank you!

Lyrics by Castwing;

They always say
"Hold
on to what you know.
Remember the past
and
you'll find your way home.

Shoot for the stars
kid
but do what you're told,
and surely you'll sparkle
like
glittering gold."

But everything
I know
is lost in my mind,
scattered like a
flock of
birds in the sky

My innocent eyes
turned
now inside...
shocked by the
horrors
that I find

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows

My heart beats time
with the
drumming echoes
in the space of thought
and
the space unknown

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows

My heart beats time
with the
drumming echoes
in the space of thought
and
the space unknown

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows!

CHORUS:

No algorithms here
can't program your
fear

No math, arithmetic
to learn how you tick

No math, arithmetic
to learn how you tick

Sucked into the black
only one way back

Losing all control

Better let it go! x3

Better let it go x2

Oh better let it go...

VERSE 2:

Swimming through
a
different state of mind
Asleep with
thoughts
colored by light

I lift my lids
and
look around
a
shimmering figure
to be found

She stares at me
with
eyes like mine
Her movements a mirror
and mine in kind

So ethereal
and
unlike me
Is she truly
who I could be?

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows

My heart beats time
with the
drumming echoes
in the space of thought
and
the space unknown

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows

My heart beats time
with the
drumming echoes
in the space of thought
and
the space unknown

Is this me? Some-
pony
I don't know?
Losing all sense
in
the doubt that grows!

REPEAT CHORUS

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Please message me if you would like an instrumental version, or stems, or acapella.