Uploaded June 2014 | Updated September 2026, 6 hours ago
this is really shitty but i had to get it out some way, i guess. i know you guys havent seen much from me in awhile, and if you do, it's really short like a mep part or something. but im having a lot of mental issues with myself. ive hit rock bottom with my depression this summer and i have a lot of suicidal thoughts. ive slowly isolated myself from every person that ever cared about me, so much that i dont even have anyone to tell these things to. ill probably delete this later but i feel pretty shitty right now.
this is really shitty but i had to get it out some way, i guess. i know you guys havent seen much from me in awhile, and if you do, it's really short like a mep part or something. but im having a lot of mental issues with myself. ive hit rock bottom with my depression this summer and i have a lot of suicidal thoughts. ive slowly isolated myself from every person that ever cared about me, so much that i dont even have anyone to tell these things to. ill probably delete this later but i feel pretty shitty right now.
![[DSST] - Anywhere But Here MEP - Part 4 - [Eric/Ariel]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/GVkM1staEhg/mqdefault.jpg "[DSST] - Anywhere But Here MEP - Part 4 - [Eric/Ariel]
Its official. I am so proud of this. ^^ I didnt like the last few seconds, though. xD I really had no idea what else to put there. But yeah, DID I MENTION I LOVE THIS SONG.
I snagged the last part of this MEP and at first, I was kind of bummed I got the instrumental but then... I GOT EXCITED. BECAUSE I HAD NO LYRICS TO FOLLOW. AND I COULD DO WHATEVER THE CHIPMUNK I WANTED WITH CLIPS. AW YEEEEAHHHH.
So, I just kind of summarized their story and this, heartbreak and all. :) I hope its not too dark. I understand at some parts it is, but if I brightened it too much, it would basically take away from the sort of glowy effect I was going for. :
Anyway, I hope you like it. :)
Song: Anywhere But Here
Artist: Safetysuit
Program: SV 9
Clips: The Little Mermaid")
![[OUADS] - Breakeven MEP - Part 1 - [Kovu/Kiara]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/GVm8XT53VNA/mqdefault.jpg "[OUADS] - Breakeven MEP - Part 1 - [Kovu/Kiara]
Welp, this is pretty BLAH. Eh, the leftovers of my last projects so I dont spam you guys with my crap, lol.
Song: Breakeven
Artist: The Script
Program: SV 9
Clips: The Lion King 2")
![[Naveen/Tiana] - youre the one thing on my mind](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HDFBh1D1Cvc/mqdefault.jpg "[Naveen/Tiana] - youre the one thing on my mind
I know I say this every time but please, watch this in HD. Its so much better!
My goal for each video is to make them look different yet have my style in them. So far, I think Ive got that handled. This video seems a bit more...flashier...than the others, though. I hope you dont get a seizure or anything LOL.
I realize it was good at the beginning but then kind of rushed near the end but blame Sony Vegas, not me! It is laggy and hates me (blaming it on a program, nice). But I hope you like this. I tried really hard on this video to make it look like I improved! After all, Im but a noob at this stuff.
The thing I liked about PATF the most was probably their love-hate relationship they had going on, which I hope you could see how they progressed in my video. I know, how sad, right? Liking a movie based on the romance, but what can I say? Im a hopeless romantic. x]
If you like this (maybe even only a little), please let me know by commenting, liking, favoriting or maybe even subscribing. c:
Note: It really amused me that at the beginning with the old guy in the octopus, he blurs out to look like Mickey Mouse!
By the way, this video is special because I stayed up really late last night to finish it. So, I was babysitting on four hours of sleep today. Only for you, only for you...
Song: Double Vision
Artist: 3OH!3
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 9.0
Clips: Princess and the Frog (message me)")
![[OUADS] - Daughter To Father MEP - Part 6](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HDnGjtaiUVs/mqdefault.jpg "[OUADS] - Daughter To Father MEP - Part 6
Here it is! I apologize if it looks kind of like it has a TV simulator effect. It doesnt. I just had to render in a different format (which took twice as long, sound is a bit raunchy if its too loud, and it looks TV-like). I felt like my part was a bit short but I like short parts. :)
Hopefully I didnt overdo it with the effects. It kind of has a storyline, which probably you cant see easily.
Basically, Simba, Kiaras father, left her and her mother for another family. I know it doesnt really make sense sincee in a pack of lions, there is one male... But you know what, in the sequel, there are two males so that doesnt make sense either! xD So, he left them for another family and she was forced to see him everyday. When she looks at herself, all she sees is him.
I hope this will do! Enjoy!
Song: Daughter To Father
Artist: Lindsay Lohan
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 9.0
Clips: The Lion King 2: Simbas Pride (message me)")
![[DPS] - Love In America MEP - Part 4 - [Tangled]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HTauGF85huw/mqdefault.jpg "[DPS] - Love In America MEP - Part 4 - [Tangled]
this better have a flippin sexy thumbnail ok
So, this is long overdue... AND IM THE HOST LMAO. I know what youre thinking. Psh, youre the host, you can extend the due date whenever. xD But dude, no. I feel like any other participant, not the host. I should follow my own rules, so here I am. Now I only have SEVEN MEP parts to do! Hip-hip... BOOOOO. DD:
So, I know this is a party mash-up but I DID state in the rules you could choose one movie... ;)) So thats what I did. I dont have time to make a party mash-up. Im already making one of those and its going to suck. BUT WHO CARES, RIGHT :DD
I think I might re-use this coloring for another MEP part, well see if you can tell. ;)) I seriously made this coloring in under five minutes. I WAS RUSHING PEOPLE. THE VIDEO ITSELF TOOK A GOOD TWENTY-MINUTES. DANG IT.
Shoot, I have like... A paper to write about love and then a stupid outline to write, and THEN, AND THEN... I HAVE SOME STUPID COLLEGE HOMEWORK TO DO. AGHHH AND I HAVE A MATH TEST TO MAKE UP BECAUSE I SKIP SCHOOL A LOT. OMG ITS ALMOST OVER. IM ALMOSTTTT THERE. TELL ME HOW IT GOES, TIANA.
i have pizza rolls ok. im hyper
ENJOY!^$!&^$*&!
...or else
Song: Love In America
Artist: JTX
Program: SV 9
Clips: Tangled")
![[UAS] - Paradise MEP - Part 2 - [MASHUP]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HmYoq51pHLo/mqdefault.jpg "[UAS] - Paradise MEP - Part 2 - [MASHUP]
I believe Brookie wanted to see this, otherwise my She Will Be Loved MEP Part would be up. XDD
Not much to say today, just escaping the house. Sorry for the slow uploads. Ive been kind of slowly vanishing from Sony Vegas. Ive barely touched it, only to finish a late MEP part. Might be losing inspiration to vid, who knows. :P
I still love it, no worries. I just might be taking a small break soon. ^^
Song: Paradise
Artist: Coldplay
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 9.0
Clips: Princess and the Frog, The Little Mermaid, The Lion King, Tangled, Hercules, Tarzan, Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, Cinderella, How To Train Your Dragon")
![like slow spinning redemption | hiccup&rapunzel [dsst]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/I-PtTvkV7OQ/mqdefault.jpg "like slow spinning redemption | hiccup&rapunzel [dsst]
hello this is the new mep part i was so excited about got a pretty decent thumbnail life is good also mother gothel cockblocks
there is a plot going on and if my story telling skills arent too good today, i shall write down in this box what i hoped youd understand by watching this but it was only forty seconds so its a bit hard to have a plot in that amount of time:
hiccup is searching for his latest catch one day - and by latest catch, i mean first catch because hiccup - when he stumbles upon a girl crying near a rock. he soon finds out that the reason shes crying is because shes just ran away from home, as she vaguely states that her mother is a bit abusive. soon, the two become friends (but since i only had forty seconds, i just showed their steady building of a relationship).
naturally, they develop feelings but that doesnt last long as astrid decides to play all her cards on hiccup. hiccup has always liked astrid, as she is any normal mans dream girl in the village of berk. rapunzel was on her way to meet up with hiccup when she sees the two caught in tongue wars and has her heart stepped on a few times and then one more. she waits for hiccup to explain but he just brushes her off like shes nothing.
rapunzel decides its time to return home to mother and deals with the beatings, as she can hardly feel anything anyway. in her loneliness, she remembers all the good times she had with hiccup, like the time they danced in front of everyone in corona but didnt care because they only saw each other.
hiccup is in corona one day when he sees rapunzel, almost happy to see him before her look turns sour at the amount of blonde strutting towards hiccup from behind, astrid. it occurs to rapunzel that the duo are still a thing and shes back to being depressed, if not even more depressed after seeing another tongue war.
later that night, hiccup has a dream that he returned to rapunzel to finally take her for a ride on toothless, but alas, the dream ends on a peaceful note. its then he decides that astrid may be every guys dream, but not his.
the next day he goes in search for rapunzel, as he has no idea if she returned home or is still living in the forest. hes caught off guard when rapunzel whips out her faithful frying pan and pulls out a can of whoop-ass on him. he tries to explain himself but that only makes her even more aggravated, so he offers her a ride on toothless to talk things over.
after their romantic flight through the clouds, hiccup is about to lay his moves on rapunzel when mother gothel and the really attractive ginger twins show up with a sack. soon, it is discovered that gothels plan was to lure rapunzel back home by threatening her lover. if she doesnt return home within the next twenty-four hours, hiccup (as he was captured in a sack) was to be thrown into the sea to be eaten by the creatures within its waters.
rapunzel returns home, as she truly believes hiccups life is much more important than hers. what she doesnt expect is for hiccup to come running after her, attempting to be a night in shining armor. that doesnt work out too well because he gets stabbed. with his life being drained out of him by the second he tells rapunzel something very romantic.
i came 2 tell u i luv u 5EVR
then he dies (or doesnt, its up to you).
song | vindicated
artist | dashboard confessional
prog | sony vegas 9
clips | how to train your dragon, tangled")
![so contagiously | non/disney mash-up [happy vent]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IYnOEIPIUUc/mqdefault.jpg "so contagiously | non/disney mash-up [happy vent]
whoa, erin, just whoa. this video is happy, too happy. what is going on, homegurl???
i know, im only allowed to making sad, depressing videos because thats how ive been feeling lately but out of nowhere, i feel no reason to be upset anymore. there are so many good things happening to me. ive got my best friend back, im surrounded by people i love, i have almost eight hundred subscribers, my brother is coming home for christmas, and i just feel completely happy. its surrounding me and not letting me have one moment of despair.
i literally put my heart and soul into this thing. like im happy with everything. the text, the transitions, the message, the clips, every single thing. not a thing i want to change. i especially love the play with speeds, i think that made it that much better. i love messing with speeds. it gives off that professional feel. and im sorry i didnt take the time to make my own coloring, i just twerked scurvieds. i hope thats okay.
AND I REALIZE I DIDNT USE TANGLED. LIKE WHAT HAVE I BEEN SMOKING TO NOT USE MY FAVORITE MOVIE EVER IN THIS??? SUCH THING AS VIDEO WITH NO TANGLED???? NO TANGLED??????? WHAT DO NOT COMPREHENDE ALIEN HAS TAKEN OVER BODY BECAUSE NO TANGLED???????
i speakeh deh english, i promise. its tumblr, blame tumblr. but i know, i wanted to go for that classic disney feel. i love tangled but it just wouldnt fit since its 3D.
anyway, i hope you enjoy. this video is dedicated to a very special person. of course its dedicated to all of you guys, my subscribers and friends, but mostly a very special person that inspired this video. if you wanna know details of my happy mood, inbox me. jUST HOLLA
song | so contagious
artist | acceptance
prog | sony vegas 9
coloring | scurvied; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygWxcbLxWoI
clips | anastasia, hercules, aladdin, the little mermaid, the princess and the frog, the hunchback of notre dame, beauty and the beast, the black cauldron, sinbad: legend of the seven seas, sleeping beauty, tarzan")
