whiskey 🦇 | vent post. @sprigopine | Uploaded 2 years ago | Updated 11 hours ago
i’m the burnt out gifted kid.
i was that kid that everyone was astonished by because i was so smart, i knew my history and knew how to draw. all the adults loved me. but once i reached 18? i’m lazy. i’m dumb. i “ sit around and do nothing “ . i need a job. if i don’t get a job, i can’t pay for my meals. i can’t have dinner. if i don’t work harder, be better, then i’m the disappointment of the family. “ art is not a real job “ . but it’s the one thing that makes me happy.
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goodness, i don’t usually make these but i’m just really exhausted mentally. don’t worry, this won’t put a pause on la llorona. i’m really excited for that and it’s giving me motivation to keep pushing. i’m just,, tired :,)
i’m the burnt out gifted kid.
i was that kid that everyone was astonished by because i was so smart, i knew my history and knew how to draw. all the adults loved me. but once i reached 18? i’m lazy. i’m dumb. i “ sit around and do nothing “ . i need a job. if i don’t get a job, i can’t pay for my meals. i can’t have dinner. if i don’t work harder, be better, then i’m the disappointment of the family. “ art is not a real job “ . but it’s the one thing that makes me happy.
—
goodness, i don’t usually make these but i’m just really exhausted mentally. don’t worry, this won’t put a pause on la llorona. i’m really excited for that and it’s giving me motivation to keep pushing. i’m just,, tired :,)
