![[Vent] Bleed @RezDragon](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ri8JJYHt9G8/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2021 | Updated September 2026, 17 hours ago
I've been exhausted by the idea that I'm not to stay alive because people care, but because they don't want to deal with me being gone. Meanwhile, my enemy has their backed turned to me, blinded from the pain they've caused.
--------------------------------------
I started this at the beginning of November. Came back to it last night to finish it. This is a follow up to Hurt in a way. I keep thinking I'm doing better and then my depression flares back up again and now I just feel like I'm disappointing people at this point.
I've been exhausted by the idea that I'm not to stay alive because people care, but because they don't want to deal with me being gone. Meanwhile, my enemy has their backed turned to me, blinded from the pain they've caused.
--------------------------------------
I started this at the beginning of November. Came back to it last night to finish it. This is a follow up to Hurt in a way. I keep thinking I'm doing better and then my depression flares back up again and now I just feel like I'm disappointing people at this point.
![[Vent] Bleed](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ri8JJYHt9G8/mqdefault.jpg "[Vent] Bleed
Ive been exhausted by the idea that Im not to stay alive because people care, but because they dont want to deal with me being gone. Meanwhile, my enemy has their backed turned to me, blinded from the pain theyve caused.
I started this at the beginning of November. Came back to it last night to finish it. This is a follow up to Hurt in a way. I keep thinking Im doing better and then my depression flares back up again and now I just feel like Im disappointing people at this point.")
![[Music/Audio] Emergence (Title Track)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/RsYvMY2P-iY/mqdefault.jpg "[Music/Audio] Emergence (Title Track)
Bandcamp: https://rezdragon.bandcamp.com/
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
Tumblr: https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
Track 1 off of the album Ive been working on since early December. Was called Profiles, but its changed so much since then that now its called Emergence. Emergence (the album) follows Rez on her journey of how she ended up in the predicament shes in in The Disaster Archives. Ill be posting this on both my main channel and my music channel as this is important context for The Disaster Archives.
90% of this was recorded by yours truly. Runnin around town with my Zoom, throwing myself into snow, and dumping soup on the floor.
Written by RezDragon and amancalleddaniel
Tatemae voiced by amancalleddaniel
Ju San Agent voiced by Traveling Arrow
Rez voiced by RezDragon
Random person screaming in the background was voiced by Mythical Sushi
Hello, this is the Enrichment Center, how can I help you? was voiced by my grandma (bless her soul)
EC Overhead Voice is a text to speech program.
Other various voices captured from conversations by Walmart employees
Recorded with a Zoom H5. Mixed in Vegas Movie Studio.
Made using a Yamaha YPT-200 (just the door ding) a PSR-175 (everything else), and a Make Noise Strega. Other various sound effects from Mixkit.
Jet Cam Bridge noise was given to me by Mythical Sushi
Presented by Rattlesnake Design.")
![[Music] Tasukete - Full Album](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S4R5amVXI_g/mqdefault.jpg "[Music] Tasukete - Full Album
Download: This album is no longer available on my bandcamp, but you can still download it on my Patreon for free: https://www.patreon.com/posts/tasukete-2023-96965284
Stickers of Tasu (little red fella on the cover): https://rezdragon.bandcamp.com/merch/tasukeke-sticker-tasu
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
Tumblr (updates): https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
An album about feeling forgotten, even by those who remember you, and asking for something.
Chapters:
0:00 For No One To See
1:17 Forgotten
6:13 Your Bones
9:35 A Void Of My Own Creation
16:56 Digital Dark Age
22:07 Wimpy, Wimpy, Wimpy
24:39 Work
29:58 Plight of the Dragon
34:03 Stardust
41:01 Hot Sludge
48:38 Everythings A-Okay
56:52 The Revenge of Track 3
59:07 Brother
01:04:37 You Do Not Exist
01:09:24 I Just Wanted To Tell You Im Not Okay
01:14:06 If I Was Someone Else, I Would Be Enjoying This
01:25:01 Tasukete
01:30:12 Credits
Made with:
Make Noise Strega & 0-Control
Yamaha PSR-175 & YPT-200
Vital Synth
FANGS Distortion Pedal
DR-550MK2 Drum Machine
FL Studio (Used only for drum beats)
Guitar in Digital Dark Age played by RezDragon (Its a Dean, I dont know the exact specs off the top of my head)
Effects created in Audacity (mostly reverb, some distortion, and EQing)
Digital Dark Age vocal effects done in VoiceMod.
Mixed and Arranged in Vegas Movie Studio 17
Voice in For No One To See credited to DECtalk: https://archive.org/details/dectalk
Japanese voice in Tasukete credited to Google Translate
Woman screaming in Brother (thats not me) credited to TwiliDragonRin: https://twitter.com/TwiliRin
Everything else by RezDragon. Presented by Rattlesnake Design.")
![[SSBB Machinima] 2: The Device Has Been Modified](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/SLBzcRyP14g/mqdefault.jpg "[SSBB Machinima] 2: The Device Has Been Modified
PMK: ...you should do music videos moar often.
MUCH better description + Movie Poster:
http://ryedragon.deviantart.com/art/The-Device-Has-Been-Modified-197225102
Three weeks of planning, 5 days of filming and editing, listening to the song over 100 times.... now its done *Faints*
So, I present to you this video. Enjoy.
If anyone figures out the moral behind the video without me telling you, Ill give you a plate of hardtack.")
![[SSBB Machinima] GSlayer Mistakes a Knife For A Belt](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Sy8mNtkh1xM/mqdefault.jpg "[SSBB Machinima] GSlayer Mistakes a Knife For A Belt
This was a blooper from Orintheous Revenge that I couldnt just wait forever to post, it was too good. Believe me, I have a lot of great bloopers from OR that I will post eventually, but for now, enjoy GSlayer thinking a knife was a belt.
I machinimated this in Brawl because its much easier to do in Brawl Vs. Ultimate and I also wanted to test out the AMAZING Joker backport for machinima. It has a few things I wish were improved for machinima purposes, but its still pretty great. God I am always floored when all these new mods come out for Brawl as I remember the days of Mewtwo recolors over Lucario.
Tumblr: https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
Support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon")
![[SSBB Machinima] A Really Really Big Stupid Monkey Named GSlayer](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/THfQZcvNq60/mqdefault.jpg "[SSBB Machinima] A Really Really Big Stupid Monkey Named GSlayer
Finally going back to my audio backlog from two years ago. Damn.
Thanks Daniel for helping me film this one.
why is this video so popular.")
![[SSBB Machinima] Orintheous Revenge Part 19 - The Fire](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/TJqI5ycPgM8/mqdefault.jpg "[SSBB Machinima] Orintheous Revenge Part 19 - The Fire
Previous: https://youtu.be/Qq_1E45E4Qc
Next: https://youtu.be/8wGZ-cVWjjk
HI, ITS BEEN AWHILE.
Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLB56Vf6P-Jpne5uI0ktdciQ5FlE1UkzTm")
![[Animatic] This Is Not the Land of the Living](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/TnLuObTcJhk/mqdefault.jpg "[Animatic] This Is Not the Land of the Living
Ad-free on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/posts/this-is-not-land-91499172
A vent video that got cursed along the way. This is age restricted due to the extreme violence in the video.
Music used made by Wolfgun off of the album Cineres:
https://wolfgun.bandcamp.com/album/cineres
Follow me on tumblr for updates: https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
Support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
Not gonna lie, this is probably the creepiest thing Ive ever made. Working on this was extremely difficult because the imagery scared me so bad it sent me into a full on anxiety attack for an hour.")
![[Music] Rezs Office (Revisited) - Full Album](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UNCSY3rCR-c/mqdefault.jpg "[Music] Rezs Office (Revisited) - Full Album
Download: https://rezdragon.bandcamp.com/album/rezs-office-revisited
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
Tumblr: https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
Chapters:
0:00 To Manipulate
3:23 Insert New Data
4:29 The Window At Midnight
8:52 Stay Quiet
14:21 Breakpacks (I Miss the Steel)
21:29 Rezs Office (Just How You Left It)
24:49 Its Still Too Late
29:41 That God Damn Fucking Dog
32:43 Strings
38:30 Melancholy (Still Here)
41:34 Released
Recently kinda dropped everything to bang this out. Its been a year since I made Rezs Office, my first album. I wanted to go back and kinda update the tracks to how I would do them now with everything Ive learned, all the new sounds Ive gained, and the new devices Ive acquired since then. Rezs Office was made with only sound effects, except for String. Revisited still follows that formula, but theres some synth sprinkled in there sometimes. I also made a new track; Stay Quiet (Released is more or less a closer that I should have added to begin with).
Im honestly pretty proud of myself for managing to stay focused on sound design and music since last year. Being a person heavily affected by ADHD, its hard for me to stay focused on one type of art, which is why I kinda do... everything. Granted, I cant bang out albums in two days anymore, not after Kintsugi, but the freedom of expression I get with making music has been really helping my mental health when it gets really low.
I do have more video/film related things planned, and I think I actually have a direction I want to take this channel now. Gonna mull over those details for a bit, but Ill probably announce something here soon.
Normal is still happening, just trying to avoid burnout on it. Update thread on Twitter here: https://twitter.com/rez_dragon/status/1598629937501843457")
![[Animatic] And All That Could Have Been](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UWbp3ECWIcw/mqdefault.jpg "[Animatic] And All That Could Have Been
Ad-free on tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/rezdragon/732463968591003648/this-video-contains-heavy-depictions-of-suicide
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
After being stuck in production hell for a year and a half, I finally finished this god damn video. This was a LOT of photoshopping, and if I knew Blender, I could have finished this in half the time I bet, but oh well.
And yes, finished is putting it lightly as I filled the last section with pre-existing clips, but I just wanted this project out the door already before it got trapped in unfinished hell like Zenith.
I have another music video that I started before I started working on Kintsugi that I want to wrap up and get out too, so hopefully I can finish that in a few months and not A YEAR AND A HALF.
Some credits:
Stage shots done in Super Smash Bros Ultimate
Everything else was done in BrawlBox using a backwards port of Joker, made by Lawliet, CaliburTek, Roadhog360, and Pokemaster Ely.
Made in Sony Vegas Movie Studio 9 and 17 (I started this on my old computer, thats how old this project is!)
Photoshopping done in Photoshop Elements 7
Rain stock footage provided by Pixabay
[I cant remember where I got the others from as its been a very long time]")
![Best of 2023 (Music) [Full album]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UZj1w_6e8Bg/mqdefault.jpg "Best of 2023 (Music) [Full album]
Videos: https://youtu.be/GefZaQWTC_w
You can download this album here: https://rezdragon.bandcamp.com/album/best-of-2023
Tumblr for updates: https://rezdragon.tumblr.com/
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/rezdragon
Chapters:
0:00 Just the Image of Itself
1:25 State of Agony
4:54 Digital Dark Age
10:01 inside of you
15:59 The Journey
20:42 Pulse
31:41 Wimpy, Wimpy, Wimpy
34:12 Scream Some More
37:57 Forgotten
42:37 the bottom
52:36 A Safe Place
58:44 Cant Get It Right
1:04:27 The Revenge of Track 3
1:06:37 torn between me and you
1:12:21 Beyond
1:23:07 without you
1:31:42 Tasukete")
