Vane | Vane - This Is My Heart (ft. Dex)【Vocaloid Original】 @vanelily | Uploaded April 2021 | Updated October 2024, 3 days ago.
Content warning: Blood, gore, topic of sexual assault.
Previous song: youtube.com/watch?v=QnNVyTEjJ1A
Next song: youtu.be/CfKMEE1joIY
Bandcamp: vanelily.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-my-heart
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3U5dbCaElwGDW6yD3xNE10
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/this-is-my-heart-single/1562703211?uo=4
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“Rise and shine, Mr. Vela!”
The sudden voice surprised James, waking him up from unconsciousness. His thoughts were still foggy as a splitting pain wreaked havoc within his head.
As he gathered his thoughts, he realized a couple things: First of all, his body hurt. A lot. Secondly, he didn’t know where the hell he was. But perhaps the biggest question he had was:
“Didn’t I just die?”
His eyesight finally focused, letting him look around. He seemed to be in an office of some sorts, with documents haphazardly left about. A horned man sat across from him with papers in hand. James assumed this was the man who woke him up.
“Ah, Mr. Vela! I’m happy to see you’ve decided to join us in the realm of the living!” A small pause, “Get it?”
James looked back stoically.
A small frown befell onto the devil. “I guess not everyone enjoys that type of humor after dying, huh? In any case, I’m sure you’re wondering where you are and what’s going on.”
James nods.
“Well, welcome to hell! As I’m sure you’ve realized, you died not too long ago. And it seems you were sent here for… 17 murders. Does that sound correct to you?”
“…Yes.” James finally speaks, his voice hoarse.
“Well, Mr. Vela. It seems the committee has found your case to be quite the interesting one. Given your motivations and the people you targeted, we felt that you would be the perfect candidate for one of the positions that has recently opened up here in Hell. A position that would allow you to properly punish the bastards deserving of it.”
He pauses, takes a sip of his coffee, and continues. “So, what do you think? Are you interested?”
James stares at Lucifer. Needless to say, this was a lot of information to process, and this seemed to create more questions than answers. Despite that, however, this offer probed James’s interest.
“I’m interested.”
“No hesitation, I like that. Great.” The devil smiled, “Let’s get you into some comfortable clothes, and we can go over the specifics from there.”
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Hi everyone! I’m very excited to bring you part three of “To Hell and Back! The team worked really hard on this, and I’m really proud of this in terms of my composition and production. A big thank you to GHOST for the Art/PV, and to Pumpkin Head for the dex tuning! They helped bring this song to life and I’m so grateful for the work they put into it!
If you didn’t see, there’s a team behind this series! Check out our carrd here! team6x111.carrd.co
Thanks for listening! Hope you stick around for more :D
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Song: Vane
PV/Art: GHOST
Tuning: Pumpkin Head
Intro Song: Streets of Cairo
Content warning: Blood, gore, topic of sexual assault.
Previous song: youtube.com/watch?v=QnNVyTEjJ1A
Next song: youtu.be/CfKMEE1joIY
Bandcamp: vanelily.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-my-heart
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3U5dbCaElwGDW6yD3xNE10
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/this-is-my-heart-single/1562703211?uo=4
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“Rise and shine, Mr. Vela!”
The sudden voice surprised James, waking him up from unconsciousness. His thoughts were still foggy as a splitting pain wreaked havoc within his head.
As he gathered his thoughts, he realized a couple things: First of all, his body hurt. A lot. Secondly, he didn’t know where the hell he was. But perhaps the biggest question he had was:
“Didn’t I just die?”
His eyesight finally focused, letting him look around. He seemed to be in an office of some sorts, with documents haphazardly left about. A horned man sat across from him with papers in hand. James assumed this was the man who woke him up.
“Ah, Mr. Vela! I’m happy to see you’ve decided to join us in the realm of the living!” A small pause, “Get it?”
James looked back stoically.
A small frown befell onto the devil. “I guess not everyone enjoys that type of humor after dying, huh? In any case, I’m sure you’re wondering where you are and what’s going on.”
James nods.
“Well, welcome to hell! As I’m sure you’ve realized, you died not too long ago. And it seems you were sent here for… 17 murders. Does that sound correct to you?”
“…Yes.” James finally speaks, his voice hoarse.
“Well, Mr. Vela. It seems the committee has found your case to be quite the interesting one. Given your motivations and the people you targeted, we felt that you would be the perfect candidate for one of the positions that has recently opened up here in Hell. A position that would allow you to properly punish the bastards deserving of it.”
He pauses, takes a sip of his coffee, and continues. “So, what do you think? Are you interested?”
James stares at Lucifer. Needless to say, this was a lot of information to process, and this seemed to create more questions than answers. Despite that, however, this offer probed James’s interest.
“I’m interested.”
“No hesitation, I like that. Great.” The devil smiled, “Let’s get you into some comfortable clothes, and we can go over the specifics from there.”
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Hi everyone! I’m very excited to bring you part three of “To Hell and Back! The team worked really hard on this, and I’m really proud of this in terms of my composition and production. A big thank you to GHOST for the Art/PV, and to Pumpkin Head for the dex tuning! They helped bring this song to life and I’m so grateful for the work they put into it!
If you didn’t see, there’s a team behind this series! Check out our carrd here! team6x111.carrd.co
Thanks for listening! Hope you stick around for more :D
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Song: Vane
PV/Art: GHOST
Tuning: Pumpkin Head
Intro Song: Streets of Cairo
![Vane - Of Matches and Rust (ft. Apollo Kepler) [Original Song]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nOyGcHZdG0c/hqdefault.jpg "Vane - Of Matches and Rust (ft. Apollo Kepler) [Original Song]
I would set the world on fire if it meant I got to watch you burn.
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I am beyond happy with how this song came out omg!! I revisited this song back in March using a creative writing piece I wrote as kind of a basis for the lyrics. As I kept working on it, I realized that I needed Apollo to be featured on this song. And I am so, so happy that he was down to work with me!! He is one of my closest chums and I am so glad that I finally got to collaborate with him after all this time. He did such an amazing job on the vocals 😭. Jinx and Snoww did an amazing job with the art and Friend did such an amazing job with the MV!! It all came out so good and I’m so happy!!
This song is a bit of a sequel to Higabana Milk Tea; HMT and this song are about the same subject (reflecting on past abuse), but from two different perspectives. HMT is more from the adult perspective, while this song is more from the perspective of the inner child. I hope this song is as cathartic for others as it was for me to write.
Thank you all for your support, and I hope you enjoy the song!
P.S. There is a JUN version of the song (tuned by @YoppyVU ) that’s being released on streaming services along with this version, so keep an eye out for that!
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Song by Vane (you are here!)
Vocals by Apollo Kepler
@apollokepler
Art by Jinx and Snoww
https://twitter.com/pocketsizedJinx
https://twitter.com/snoww28
MV by friend
@friendxp
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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5PTb5psZ5RA19M05KOVaH7?si=JoiI0huQR920Bf5UDCUaKg
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/of-matches-and-rust-single/1700763840
Bandcamp: https://vanelily.bandcamp.com/album/of-matches-and-rust")
