Uploaded May 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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updog - never growing up

🎵stream the song: cloudkid.lnk.to/balloonboy
Produced by Birk B: instagram.com/birkbprod

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Website: itsupdog.com
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/updog
Youtube: youtube.com/updog
Instagram: instagram.com/updogydog
Twitter: twitter.com/updogydog

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never growing up...

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Verse 1:

Saw myself fall but I’m coming up
The wounds are still open but they’re covered up
Keep my mind open never growing up
Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up
Show me how to breathe It’s only been a while
Since I suffocated drowning from my own smile
Fake it till I break
And I can’t take no more
Cant nobody blame me I don’t feel myself at all

Pre-Chorus:

I can't be who you want
But I’m gon' be who I am
And I wont take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone

Verse 2:

Saw myself fall but I’m coming up
The wounds are still open but they’re covered up
Keep my mind open never growing up
Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up
Take me to the moon
Teach me how to fly
Pull the rug from under me
Before I get too high
Feels like a restrain
Pressing on my brain
Why wont anybody come relieve me from my pain

Pre-Chorus:

I can't be who you want
But I’m gon' be who I am
And I wont take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone
Who will I be when I’m gone

Chorus:

Hate Me
Break Me
Anticipate Me
Take Me
Fake Me
All when I’m gone