Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
i made this like a year ago and just wanted to get it out of the way. I am A LOT better now from this situation! And don’t usually feel as strongly about it, though it lingers
i don’t really care about this guy that much anymore. he really sucks and i hate him though. I hate what he did to me. On the bus, at school, in my backyard, in the bleachers, in front of my friends, he did things to me that made me feel terrible. One time, on the bus, a former classmate asked him to back away from me. I was confused because I thought there was nothing wrong, but in hindsight, I wish I could thank that classmate and tell them I’m safe now.
If I froze in fear or said “no” he laughed it off, so I told myself that he’s right. I hate how it made me feel special and important at my lowest. I felt indebted, and I felt I should be grateful. I felt disgusted on the inside. If not for the police intervention, I don’t know how long it would have taken me to have gotten out of it.
I have a lot better standards now, and I would probably punch someone if they did what he did, lol
song: youtu.be/zQZodBV39F4?si=T8O8Z27bPwQXsE0D
i made this like a year ago and just wanted to get it out of the way. I am A LOT better now from this situation! And don’t usually feel as strongly about it, though it lingers
i don’t really care about this guy that much anymore. he really sucks and i hate him though. I hate what he did to me. On the bus, at school, in my backyard, in the bleachers, in front of my friends, he did things to me that made me feel terrible. One time, on the bus, a former classmate asked him to back away from me. I was confused because I thought there was nothing wrong, but in hindsight, I wish I could thank that classmate and tell them I’m safe now.
If I froze in fear or said “no” he laughed it off, so I told myself that he’s right. I hate how it made me feel special and important at my lowest. I felt indebted, and I felt I should be grateful. I felt disgusted on the inside. If not for the police intervention, I don’t know how long it would have taken me to have gotten out of it.
I have a lot better standards now, and I would probably punch someone if they did what he did, lol
song: youtu.be/zQZodBV39F4?si=T8O8Z27bPwQXsE0D
