Uploaded September 2025 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Video by Austin Hodaie @blacksnow_films
2nd camera by Ben Dawley @bennyd.mov
cowritten by Scro

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lyrics:
Feel the weight of searching for the dose of elation
Bring me closer to the brink
Wasted youth, let my family run out of patience
Watch me sink into the ground

I don't wanna be such a burden
I don't wanna keep on reverting
But it feels like nothing's for certain
Think it's time to draw the curtains

Cause they tried to lock up my demons
And my mind is broken and beaten
Burning every bridge that's laid along my way

Try to find my escape

Try to find my escape

I don't wanna be such a burden
I don't wanna keep on reverting
But it feels like nothing's for certain
Think it's time to draw the curtains

Cause they tried to lock up my demons
And my mind is broken and beaten
Burning every bridge that's laid along my way

Had it all handed to me
Wasted opportunities
I just can't help but ruin things
I'm so sick of sabotaging all of it

It's not like I'm ungrateful
No I come across as hateful
But come on who can blame you
When you grow up told that you're an angel

Cause they tried to lock up my demons
And my mind is broken and beaten
Burning every bridge that's laid along my way
Try to find my escape

Try to find my escape

Feel the weight

Feel the weight

Feel the weight