Uploaded March 2009 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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From the 1993 album
"183.85"

Sludge Metal in the Style of Crowbar

I cant seem to trigger
The pleasure sensors in my life
The blank expression thats on my face
Is it too much for you to grasp?
Ive become immune to your touch
Your dumb affection that cant be felt
Your open arms and tear filled eyes
Was your ploy to get inside

No answers in your arms
Im trying to find my smile
Co-dependency in my past
Im trying to find my smile
No love, no more lies
Im trying to find my smile
Smashed light, no hope tunnel
you break my smile

I changed my life for you
Now I changed my life from you
I changed my life for you
Now I'm changing my life from you!

I search inside myself
Im trying to find my smile
Im not them and I'm not you
Im trying to find my smile
By myself, no need for love
I start to see my smile
As I stand alone
I find my smile.