Uploaded March 2009 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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From the 1993 album
"183.85"

Sludge Metal in the Style of Crowbar


Ive laid dormant for some time
And Im the one who has put me there
Discouraged and angry
And I dont see a reason to share
This ship has sunk a million times
It will sink a million more

Heres your invite to help you hate me
Mounds of worthless stinking guilt
Those feelings are pushed away
I only believe in myself

At night I clench my fist
As I breathe these words again
This war inside of me, is ripping me to shreds
Depression is tearing me
As self-hatred prevails again

Ive been dammed for all these years
Clawed and carved solutions die
My self worth? Annihilate!
Indifferent