Trying To Love An Invisible, Silent God: Chapter 4 From Not So Shiny Not So Happy People @dismantlingdoctrine
Trying To Love An Invisible, Silent God: Chapter 4 From Not So Shiny Not So Happy People  @dismantlingdoctrine
Uploaded June 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 days ago
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I've finally had time to get this special episode out: another chapter reading from my 2024 book, Not So Shiny Not So Happy People: How Bill Gothard, Church, and Family Taught Me Christianity Doesn't Work, edited by Tim Sledge.
In this reading--Chapter 4--I pick up the story that follows immediately after my first baptism at the age of 10. My pastor had recommended I get baptized after I'd seen that terrifying, end-times apocalyptic movie A Thief in the Night in the 1970s. Afraid of being left behind in the event of the Rapture, I submitted to his spiritual authority, and went ahead and got baptized.
Since he'd informed me that baptism was the key to salvation, after this important milestone event, I figured I was finally on safe ground with the Almighty. No longer terrified and suffering from Rapture anxiety, I went on to the next key step I was told I needed for my spiritual development: reading the Bible and praying daily, which I struggled to do on a consistent basis.
I was also told by important people in my life that I needed to develop a love for God too, I tried mightily to do that also, but with very limited success.
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