Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
I am 48. No niche. No idea what I am doing but I find peace in making these videos. In 100 Vlogs I think I have grown some. Learned some. Still a long way to go. As a creative in a handful of things, I just realize I am unhappy in most of them. Maybe being happy is a dreamers concept. Maybe real life doesn't allow that when trying to survive? I don't know. I am not trying to be a Debbie Downer, but this is just the reality of my life. My life is 50% done at least. I don't want to be chasing happiness forever. Time is too precious to waste in daily tasks. There has to be more and I am determined to find it.
@eatdrinkandbejoneses @issacsisneros @youknowthebo-two @ozymondias @its_jugi @jongclemente @atmlens @carloslovesmandy248 @motherofsnacks @cwthedrummist @SeanAMaloneVlogs @ayetata @justdomhere @travelreqd @Chadsgarage01 @helloshanny @clintus @DennisPoulette
music by: http://www.uppbeat.io Socials http://www.instagram.com /russtaka
Website Http://www.thehumancatalyst.com
For a list of suggested things I use, there is a link to my amazon storefront
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I am 48. No niche. No idea what I am doing but I find peace in making these videos. In 100 Vlogs I think I have grown some. Learned some. Still a long way to go. As a creative in a handful of things, I just realize I am unhappy in most of them. Maybe being happy is a dreamers concept. Maybe real life doesn't allow that when trying to survive? I don't know. I am not trying to be a Debbie Downer, but this is just the reality of my life. My life is 50% done at least. I don't want to be chasing happiness forever. Time is too precious to waste in daily tasks. There has to be more and I am determined to find it.
@eatdrinkandbejoneses @issacsisneros @youknowthebo-two @ozymondias @its_jugi @jongclemente @atmlens @carloslovesmandy248 @motherofsnacks @cwthedrummist @SeanAMaloneVlogs @ayetata @justdomhere @travelreqd @Chadsgarage01 @helloshanny @clintus @DennisPoulette
music by: http://www.uppbeat.io Socials http://www.instagram.com /russtaka
Website Http://www.thehumancatalyst.com
For a list of suggested things I use, there is a link to my amazon storefront
amzn.to/4fiuCb










