Trying (Original song) @DarcyTheLunatic

Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 17 hours ago

Here's an original song that I wrote last year but only recently managed to record.

I'm always a bit nervous sharing originals, so let me know what you think! 😊

$2019 What a year 2019 has been. I only realize now how much I have done and how little I have enjoyed some things. I felt spaced out a lot of the time and even though I got a lot of singing opportunities, most of the time I felt like I wasnt really there. Like I wasnt fully experiencing it. When I look back at last year, in my head, it wasnt a good year at all. But when I look at this video it doesnt look that way and I have done soo much. I travelled A LOT, went to a lot of concerts, did the dodie tour, went to conventions, got 2 new piercings and tattoos and not to forget: I was on The Voice!! This has taken me a looong time to edit. I tried to capture the good and the bad and needed a lot of breaks in between. I didnt feel ready to upload/share it yet but I finally am! I have tried my best to add in a lot of details and every small clip that has some meaning to me. For a lot of people 34 minutes is probably too long to watch, but look at it this way: for a whole year in one video 34 minutes isnt actually that long. I dont blame you if you dont want to watch it all though. But for me every second is important. This year involved a lot of music & singing, some from me personally, some from others. Some clips might be long & boring for you, but I made some things longer on purpose because I never uploaded any of that footage. For example the clips of my performances I originally wanted to include in monthly vlogs, but that didnt happen, so I made it a bit longer in here. Same for some of the artists/bands. I also tried to follow the timeline of the months, but its not always accurate as sometimes I added clips of different months here and there. Here are some timestamps in case you want to skip some parts: Kawala: 6:59 - 7:59 Orla: 7:59 - 8:37 Dodie: 8:38 - 9:57 My live performance/cover of Bellyache 10:56 - 13:58 My live performance/covers at a film festival 13:59 - 16:52 Singer-songwriter evening: 20:16 - 21:09 My performance at Genderspectrum Gent: 26:00 - 28:34 Tessa Violet: 32:15 - 33:47 If youve watched each and every second: thank you so much!! This video is only a small fraction of my brain and I am happy I could share this journey with you. Special thanks to my friends who helped me create all these memories and made all of these trips possible! 🖤 And yeaHHH this should have been uploaded in January but life has been busy and stressful so the only good thing quarantine has given me is time to edit. Better late than never right? I didnt include the full clip of The Voice but you can watch the full audition here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsnW3xSluSk I will soon start uploading monthly vlogs for 2020 as well (starting from February)! Hope youre all doing well and are safe 🖤$

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