Uploaded July 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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lowest point of my gd "career" smh
rant is at the bottom.
also screenshot corrupted like an idiot so the runs are
From 0:
0% x54
1% x4380
2% x1230
3% x265
4% x527
5% x583
6% x164
7% x28
8% x278
9% x209
10% x64
11% x17
12% x5
13% x19
14% x49
17% x48
18% x2
19% x6
20% x6
21% x99
22% x16
23% x71
24% x3
25% x13
26% x13
27% x15
28% x4S
29% x15
32% x12
33% x10
34% x32
35% x7
38% x1
39% x4
42% x1
43% x3
44% x1
45% x1
46% x2
49% x3
52% x1
53% x1
i get that i didnt do bad at this level and thats cool but i have never been so upset and wanted to kill a creator so much before i did this level and i was barely playing it until lately and i just dont feel like i would beat it ever and only playing it just because its the only level i could do.
all my hardests since acu ive been pushing myself mentally over 100% and i did that throughout 2024 which was one of the worst years of my life mentally and this year is beating it tbh.
i dont think i can force it anymore with hardests.
also 28,191 total, probably more since i lost all my data before i went from 0 which was autistic.