trainerlyra | [TROS SPOILERS] love is madness || reylo @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 4 years ago | Updated 15 hours ago
ONCE AGAIN DON'T WATCH IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN TROS/DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED, THANKS,
DON'T READ MY DESCRIPTION EITHER, I GO A LITTLE HEAVY ON THE SPOILERS,

anyways here's part two of mitzi's emotional healing process after the absolute desecration of everything i loved about star wars!!!!! i really wish i was joking or being overdramatic but the more i think about this movie the angrier i get. i was practically in tears yesterday trying to convey how badly this movie hurt and stepped on everything but i can't even find the words

like everyone deserved better in this movie but FUCK they really went and had to ruin everything that made these characters interesting and important huh? finn was reduced to just crying after rey the entire time. poe was reduced to a joke. ben fucking DIES. and rey?

rey, who was shown in TLJ to have just been chosen. to have just... been picked by the force, who was shown to have her own power, her own agency, was reduced to "his power". none of anything that happened to her in TFA and TLJ fucking matters. none of that incredible build up of her being a fucking nobody, a girl from jakku, who realized that she had something within her that could help people -- WANTED to understand herself and help people, is reduced to a fucking child and everything she stood for has crumbled. what a great and hopeful ending. "you're not alone" NOW YOU FUCKING ARE.what a joke. genuinely, i cannot stress how awful this movie is. how much it hurts and how much it really, fully pushes women away from this franchise. like i don't usually like to talk about gender politics stuff online but really. i spent two years fighting even some of my close friends on these matters, fighting that rey was important because she gave little girls a place in star wars that was on par and equal to everyone else, and now i know that even the fucking franchise doesn't want us here and it HURTS.

fucking rian johnson please come back with your ability to write women and your desire to give rey her own place in the world so the rest of us could believe we actually mattered

i could literally rant all day but i'm so tired. i'm honestly just drained. between this and the incredibly large letdown and disappointment that was the yugioh 7 announcement (look if you like it/are excited for it fucking great but don't you dare say i dont have a reason to be pissed and salty. they cut vrains short and dumped studio gallop for a fucking generic vanguard knockoff that's not going to have any impact on the ACTUAL FUCKING CARD GAME LIKE THE SHOW IS SUPPOSED TO so some fucking 20th anniversary series this will be i can and will rant for hours on this too l m a o) i am just a broken and tired mess my brain is just on loop of disappointment anger and incredible sadness

catch y'all later i'll have a reylo fic up today probs bc god fucking damn it they deserved better