Uploaded December 2014 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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An honest video about how post-grad has treated me and how it's affected my biggest goal for the future. Being open is not something I do well, so please excuse any more-than-usual fidgeting. This is an optimistic video! Believe it or not.

The (not recommended for the squeamish) post about skin picking: cybergum.tumblr.com/post/105134061550/this-post-might-be-kind-of-gross-so-continue-with

Also, what was up with my hair in this video? It's like I'm wearing an eyepatch.

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cybergum.tumblr.com
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Music by Kevin MacLeod of incompetech.com

Tags: wearestelmosfire, trending up, depression, optimism that does not look like optimism