Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
Small and Paranoid by TRANXHAINE
released July 10, 2026
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lyrics :
He came one night with plastic eyes
A stuffed toy gift, a quiet goodbye
Said “Daddy’s leaving, be real strong”
Then shut the door like nothing’s wrong
I cried for hours on the balcony
Called to stars that didn’t see
My voice broke glass, my breath went thin
He left and never came again
You made a girl, then made a void
Left me small and paranoid
Built a life I wasn’t in
Like I was just your phantom sin
I was a name you crossed in red
A living ghost you left for dead
You taught me silence, taught me shame
And stitched your absence to my name
Each year I waited by the phone
My birthday came, but not your tone
I blew out hope, I held my breath
Wished for a voice that time had left
Twelve years old, I broke inside
Found out you had another child
And she got love, and she got you
While I stayed cracked in shades of blue
If I was real, why’d you erase
The child who begged behind the glass?
I used to think I made you go
That I was made to feel alone
But now I know it wasn’t me
It’s just the ghost you let me be
But ghosts don’t answer
Dads don’t stay
And plush toys rot
Where they were laid
You made a girl, then made a void
Left me small and paranoid
Built a life I wasn’t in
Like I was just your phantom sin
I wasn’t weak, I wasn’t wrong
You just weren’t built to stay that long
So now I walk with hollow shoes
Still asking what I did to lose..
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Small and Paranoid by TRANXHAINE
released July 10, 2026
Follow and support the artist:
tranxhaine.bandcamp.com/album/anamn-se
facebook.com/TRANXHAINE
instagram.com/tranxhaine
open.spotify.com/intl-es/artist/1zIbPCHVzGuzgoel76Juvb
official channel:
youtube.com/channel/UClHnIldyjTCDktMaL-Zgphg
lyrics :
He came one night with plastic eyes
A stuffed toy gift, a quiet goodbye
Said “Daddy’s leaving, be real strong”
Then shut the door like nothing’s wrong
I cried for hours on the balcony
Called to stars that didn’t see
My voice broke glass, my breath went thin
He left and never came again
You made a girl, then made a void
Left me small and paranoid
Built a life I wasn’t in
Like I was just your phantom sin
I was a name you crossed in red
A living ghost you left for dead
You taught me silence, taught me shame
And stitched your absence to my name
Each year I waited by the phone
My birthday came, but not your tone
I blew out hope, I held my breath
Wished for a voice that time had left
Twelve years old, I broke inside
Found out you had another child
And she got love, and she got you
While I stayed cracked in shades of blue
If I was real, why’d you erase
The child who begged behind the glass?
I used to think I made you go
That I was made to feel alone
But now I know it wasn’t me
It’s just the ghost you let me be
But ghosts don’t answer
Dads don’t stay
And plush toys rot
Where they were laid
You made a girl, then made a void
Left me small and paranoid
Built a life I wasn’t in
Like I was just your phantom sin
I wasn’t weak, I wasn’t wrong
You just weren’t built to stay that long
So now I walk with hollow shoes
Still asking what I did to lose..
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I do not get any financial benefit from these videos.All copyright resides with the artists and labels involved.I only use the material to help support the group and promote their music.If the legitimate copyright owner wants to withdraw the video,then please notify me and it will be removed immediately.Music is life. Enjoy it.Thank you.
