ObsessedShadow | Toy Story 4 - Funko Blind Boxes Unboxing #1 @ObsessedShadow | Uploaded 4 years ago | Updated 1 hour ago
*Hiya ya'll~* (SOO work today was GREAT and AMAZING with one minor things which I will talk about briefly since it REALLY shook me up at work and made me cry some major tears-) ~
But anyways- HI EVERYONE and welcome to this *YOU GOT A FRIEND IN ME VIDEO ;)* I hope ya'll will stick around this video with me talking about god knows what cause this video was filmed in like- 2019? August? I FUCKIN don't know but now it is here in the flesh! READY FOR YOUR EYES TO SEE IT! So I hope you enjoy this Funko Pop Toy Story 4 thingy that I did ~
Anyways so work was ACTUALLY really damn good today but for one thing that made me ball my eyes out. I was vibing along doing my job with a manager. And someone comes up to the window in drive thru that placed an order.
They pull up and they say "Hi Rachael remember me?... It's Jim?" and I started to think about to anyone I knew who was named "Jim" besides my dad. And I was taken aback and I was like... "Are you...? My moms ex boyfriend before she died?..." and he was like yeah and he needed to tell me something very important... Which was that he had stage three cancer... That was in his lungs and starting to go into his liver... It shook me up quite a bit... And now that I had a good look at him... He didn't look like the Jim that I remembered when I was 13 years old... Or when he came up here once about a year ago... He looked sick and very skin... and had very grey hair...
He told me that "I wish I could of done more for your mom Julie..." And I stopped him right there and said "Jim you did everything you could no one could of saved her from her basically killing herself... It was the addiction to drinking alcohol that ended her life... It was not YOUR fault or anyone's..." He started crying at this point... I continued with... "My mom loved you and I know she did she just didn't have the strength to save herself... No one could save her BUT herself..." He continued to cry... and I kept going with my determined face/attitude.
"My mom's death made me stronger and made me who I am today... Without her passing away I would be a very different Rachael... But I will say this... It may or may not get better... But if these are your last months on this world... Call who you need to... Visit my moms grave again if you need to... Do what you need to do and LIVE like it's your last moment on this world... Remember that my mom loves you and I do... If this is the last time we see each other go say "Hi" to my dogs for me and give my mom and aunt Janet a hug for me I will appreciate it if you could..." and he said goodbye and thank you as crying...
I said goodbye as well as I took off my headset... and told my manager Lacey/Work Mom quickly what happened... she told me to take a moment and I did... Went into the lobby and my knees felt weak... I felt sick to my stomach... I cried and my hands shacked badly... as I sat down and just held my head and cried my eyes out... MAYBE I didn't know him too well but he was still apart of my past and my moms life. It maybe wasn't the fact that we weren't close that made me cry... But the way he looked was sickly just like how my mom looked when I LAST saw her... What also made my heart ache a bit was that the Cancer was slowly spreading to his liver... The same thing that killed my mom...
After I cried for what seems like an hour I went and got some water... Went into the bathroom and said to myself... "You have an hour left to finish this shift then you can go home. I WILL NOT let this bother me or my good mood... I did what I had to do/say... So if I do not see him again... I got everything off my chest of what I needed to say... Even if I still have questions... They will remain answered which I am okay with..." I continued... "I have a whole bunch of editors/friends who love and care about me... NOTHING will ever change that... so I am grateful..."
AND- I WENT back to work and finished my shift and here I AM! ~
Anyways with all that vent bullshit out of the way I GOT onto a call with SEANNNN and we talked/vented AND he started teasing me calling me WeeabooShezoo WHICH MAKES ME SO MADDD UGH-
Then got onto a call when I was home with NICOLE OR MY LOVEEE and congratulating her with BFS getting to hit that mile stone of 500 subbies! SOOO yee! That was my day AND I hope you enjoy this video/unboxing of bullshit ~ BYEEEE! 0w0
- ObsessedShadow
*Hiya ya'll~* (SOO work today was GREAT and AMAZING with one minor things which I will talk about briefly since it REALLY shook me up at work and made me cry some major tears-) ~
But anyways- HI EVERYONE and welcome to this *YOU GOT A FRIEND IN ME VIDEO ;)* I hope ya'll will stick around this video with me talking about god knows what cause this video was filmed in like- 2019? August? I FUCKIN don't know but now it is here in the flesh! READY FOR YOUR EYES TO SEE IT! So I hope you enjoy this Funko Pop Toy Story 4 thingy that I did ~
Anyways so work was ACTUALLY really damn good today but for one thing that made me ball my eyes out. I was vibing along doing my job with a manager. And someone comes up to the window in drive thru that placed an order.
They pull up and they say "Hi Rachael remember me?... It's Jim?" and I started to think about to anyone I knew who was named "Jim" besides my dad. And I was taken aback and I was like... "Are you...? My moms ex boyfriend before she died?..." and he was like yeah and he needed to tell me something very important... Which was that he had stage three cancer... That was in his lungs and starting to go into his liver... It shook me up quite a bit... And now that I had a good look at him... He didn't look like the Jim that I remembered when I was 13 years old... Or when he came up here once about a year ago... He looked sick and very skin... and had very grey hair...
He told me that "I wish I could of done more for your mom Julie..." And I stopped him right there and said "Jim you did everything you could no one could of saved her from her basically killing herself... It was the addiction to drinking alcohol that ended her life... It was not YOUR fault or anyone's..." He started crying at this point... I continued with... "My mom loved you and I know she did she just didn't have the strength to save herself... No one could save her BUT herself..." He continued to cry... and I kept going with my determined face/attitude.
"My mom's death made me stronger and made me who I am today... Without her passing away I would be a very different Rachael... But I will say this... It may or may not get better... But if these are your last months on this world... Call who you need to... Visit my moms grave again if you need to... Do what you need to do and LIVE like it's your last moment on this world... Remember that my mom loves you and I do... If this is the last time we see each other go say "Hi" to my dogs for me and give my mom and aunt Janet a hug for me I will appreciate it if you could..." and he said goodbye and thank you as crying...
I said goodbye as well as I took off my headset... and told my manager Lacey/Work Mom quickly what happened... she told me to take a moment and I did... Went into the lobby and my knees felt weak... I felt sick to my stomach... I cried and my hands shacked badly... as I sat down and just held my head and cried my eyes out... MAYBE I didn't know him too well but he was still apart of my past and my moms life. It maybe wasn't the fact that we weren't close that made me cry... But the way he looked was sickly just like how my mom looked when I LAST saw her... What also made my heart ache a bit was that the Cancer was slowly spreading to his liver... The same thing that killed my mom...
After I cried for what seems like an hour I went and got some water... Went into the bathroom and said to myself... "You have an hour left to finish this shift then you can go home. I WILL NOT let this bother me or my good mood... I did what I had to do/say... So if I do not see him again... I got everything off my chest of what I needed to say... Even if I still have questions... They will remain answered which I am okay with..." I continued... "I have a whole bunch of editors/friends who love and care about me... NOTHING will ever change that... so I am grateful..."
AND- I WENT back to work and finished my shift and here I AM! ~
Anyways with all that vent bullshit out of the way I GOT onto a call with SEANNNN and we talked/vented AND he started teasing me calling me WeeabooShezoo WHICH MAKES ME SO MADDD UGH-
Then got onto a call when I was home with NICOLE OR MY LOVEEE and congratulating her with BFS getting to hit that mile stone of 500 subbies! SOOO yee! That was my day AND I hope you enjoy this video/unboxing of bullshit ~ BYEEEE! 0w0
- ObsessedShadow
