demurenobody | today has been okay @demurenobody | Uploaded 6 years ago | Updated 2 hours ago
❝i miss you.❞
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just a shitty vent video.

wanted to dedicate this to my dog abby who passed away on the 10th and i know thats cringey af to dedicate a video to a dog but i dont care because abby was best girl and dogs are better than people and they deserve to live longer than humans do. and abby has always been there for me for years longer than most of friends and she would always just snuggle up with me and lick me all the time. and she was my best friend and that meant a lot to me because i didn't really have many friends and i still dont so she helped me with loneliness and when no one was online or they were busy. like i dont even hang out with anyone but at least i had my dog as company. and sad because she was my favorite and made living in my house less stressful and annoying. now there is nothing good rip and also abby it was so cute how you just bark at the door when my brother tried to come in or anything. and how you would mess up my covers all the time and lick my entire bed changing spots all the time and getting it all wet and just curl up and lay down and erkgnekrge i miss that and like i keep thinking you'll be outside the door or be there when i get home from work but i remember and die inside and actually i stepped on your toy like an hour ago you left in my room and it was hard af. good times you always taking out all your toys and just leaving them out the box and getting mad if i put them back and take them out again. also no more relatable pictures of you. i loved how you just looked like you hated getting pictures taken it was a good meme ill remember forever and i hate myself for not taking more pictures of the both of us because im ugly but rtkhrnhr wanted a nice one. and i guess its okay because youre not suffering anymore it was heartbreaking when you stopped eating and couldnt really breathe. and also that dream i had the night after you died and you were a ghost grnkgrth im just gonna believe it was you telling me your okay and somewhere out there. even if i ever get another dog you'll be my favorite and always have a special place in my heart.

i never really lost anyone close to me so its so sad for me to lose my dog. and she died right on my lap so sdfgrhnrh. i might just delete this or something idk ill make a happier video or more heartfelt video later because she deserves better. just made this as like a distraction because just think all the time thats she gone.

no comments on this because no one comments on my videos anyway (thank you to the people who do everyone once in a while or almost every vid) like get maybe 1 or 2 comments but it doesnt matter. im not allowing them because i feel like a vent people forces some people to comment because of the description and its like no if you wouldnt comment if it wasnt a vent then just dont its cool. rgnrtkhrh i only uploaded this because everyone needs to know abby was best girl and ik some people like nier (lmao i dont anyone will like this tho its ok; it was more for me anyway)


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