Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Minor content warning(?): Implications to anxiety, depression, and not eating
Can't the future just wait?
So, this animatic is about myself. Recently i've been looking back at where i was mentally from 2018-2020. As I became a teenager, i started developing some pretty bad anxiety. I couldn't sleep, and when I did it was after i filled my head with depressing thoughts, or even cried myself to sleep. I wouldn't eat much because I either just didn't feel like it, or I was self consious of myself. I didn't do much. I felt like no one understood or really cared about me, not realizing it was probably because kept those bad feelings bottled up inside. I'm pretty sure at one point I had at least a minor form of depression. 2020 wrecked me. I never had s*cidal thoughts, but I was pretty close. Around September, October-ish, I realized I needed help. I couldn't live like this. I had vented to my mom before, but I decided to tell her everything I had been feeling and we decided I should see a counsler. Since then, I've only been doing better. I've been happier, trying to take care of myself more, becoming more confident, realizing that I'm not alone and that I have such wonderful friends (Even though I've met them all through the internet :3)! Next week I'm having my LAST appointment with my counsler!
The glowing canine you see in the video is supposed to represent several people, God, my mom, my counsler, my friends, and my family.
If any of you are going through depression or anxiety right now, I just want to say, it'll get better. I know you've probably heard that before, but it will. Life can't be perfect, that's just a fact. We all struggle, but struggles build us up to become the people we need to be.
Drink water, eat food, go outside, and ask for help
SONG: youtube.com/watch?v=7SERHazw3ss
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I'm a young female artist trying to animate! I'm using a mix of several programs right now, firealpaca, ibis paint, and maybe flipaclip? And adobe video editor (elements) for effects.
INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/piper.pawz
TOYHOU.SE: https://toyhou.se/PiperPawz
LINK TREE: https://linktr.ee/Piper.Pawz
Minor content warning(?): Implications to anxiety, depression, and not eating
Can't the future just wait?
So, this animatic is about myself. Recently i've been looking back at where i was mentally from 2018-2020. As I became a teenager, i started developing some pretty bad anxiety. I couldn't sleep, and when I did it was after i filled my head with depressing thoughts, or even cried myself to sleep. I wouldn't eat much because I either just didn't feel like it, or I was self consious of myself. I didn't do much. I felt like no one understood or really cared about me, not realizing it was probably because kept those bad feelings bottled up inside. I'm pretty sure at one point I had at least a minor form of depression. 2020 wrecked me. I never had s*cidal thoughts, but I was pretty close. Around September, October-ish, I realized I needed help. I couldn't live like this. I had vented to my mom before, but I decided to tell her everything I had been feeling and we decided I should see a counsler. Since then, I've only been doing better. I've been happier, trying to take care of myself more, becoming more confident, realizing that I'm not alone and that I have such wonderful friends (Even though I've met them all through the internet :3)! Next week I'm having my LAST appointment with my counsler!
The glowing canine you see in the video is supposed to represent several people, God, my mom, my counsler, my friends, and my family.
If any of you are going through depression or anxiety right now, I just want to say, it'll get better. I know you've probably heard that before, but it will. Life can't be perfect, that's just a fact. We all struggle, but struggles build us up to become the people we need to be.
Drink water, eat food, go outside, and ask for help
SONG: youtube.com/watch?v=7SERHazw3ss
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I'm a young female artist trying to animate! I'm using a mix of several programs right now, firealpaca, ibis paint, and maybe flipaclip? And adobe video editor (elements) for effects.
INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/piper.pawz
TOYHOU.SE: https://toyhou.se/PiperPawz
LINK TREE: https://linktr.ee/Piper.Pawz
