Uploaded February 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Thank you for your amazing support. I thought I'd give you a non-roleplay present for Valentines Day, and since I have a huge performance project worth 40% in school tommorow I won't be able to upload this then. So for anyone who's ever been in love, is in love, has lost love or is looking for it, we all struggle with the same question - What is love? How do we know we're really in love? What do we do if we lose it? The answer is pretty simple: we cannot do anything but change and move on.
It is extremely easy to fall in love with someone. I've done it before, and for anyone that's loved another person wholeheartedly and unconditionally, you'll know what I mean. Its fully trusting that person that is even harder, because you can still love someone while not trusting them enough to fully let them in. Why? cause we're afraid of getting hurt. And what if we do let them in and they hurt us? How do we recover? Eventually we move on, pull ourselves up out of the depression and continue on with our lives. So many people at this time of year are saddenned because they feel like they've forever lost love, or that it will never find them. Love is forever changing. Just because you don't have it doesn't mean it will never come around. Love grows out of change, and it is that exact same change that makes people fall out of love. Love simply is something we cannot fathom to understand, and is so cherished because its so beautiful - its hard to love someone and not want to change them. but regardless of whether your in or out of love, one thing still remains - our hope that someday we will find someone who fully accepts us. And everyone eventually does find that someone.
Happy Valentines Day! Whether your spending it with a boyfriend/girlfriend, a best friend, or a family member, this is a day to celebrate love, not just being IN it but being a PART of it.
ps - sorry I know I've used this song before, but it just fits what I wanted to say so perfectly.
Song: The Tear Heals - Tangled - Alan Menken
No copyright infringement intended
Thank you for your amazing support. I thought I'd give you a non-roleplay present for Valentines Day, and since I have a huge performance project worth 40% in school tommorow I won't be able to upload this then. So for anyone who's ever been in love, is in love, has lost love or is looking for it, we all struggle with the same question - What is love? How do we know we're really in love? What do we do if we lose it? The answer is pretty simple: we cannot do anything but change and move on.
It is extremely easy to fall in love with someone. I've done it before, and for anyone that's loved another person wholeheartedly and unconditionally, you'll know what I mean. Its fully trusting that person that is even harder, because you can still love someone while not trusting them enough to fully let them in. Why? cause we're afraid of getting hurt. And what if we do let them in and they hurt us? How do we recover? Eventually we move on, pull ourselves up out of the depression and continue on with our lives. So many people at this time of year are saddenned because they feel like they've forever lost love, or that it will never find them. Love is forever changing. Just because you don't have it doesn't mean it will never come around. Love grows out of change, and it is that exact same change that makes people fall out of love. Love simply is something we cannot fathom to understand, and is so cherished because its so beautiful - its hard to love someone and not want to change them. but regardless of whether your in or out of love, one thing still remains - our hope that someday we will find someone who fully accepts us. And everyone eventually does find that someone.
Happy Valentines Day! Whether your spending it with a boyfriend/girlfriend, a best friend, or a family member, this is a day to celebrate love, not just being IN it but being a PART of it.
ps - sorry I know I've used this song before, but it just fits what I wanted to say so perfectly.
Song: The Tear Heals - Tangled - Alan Menken
No copyright infringement intended
![Theyre all Real [SPOILERS]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xDYnfnPTmO8/mqdefault.jpg "Theyre all Real [SPOILERS]
Warning: some language and much sarcasm to follow. Watch in HD for better quality.
Thank you all for you lovely words of consolation and sympathy and friendship. I really dont deserve all you wonderful people. In the mean time while I work on a little thank you present heres some spoilers about Jim. *cough* Predictable much? *cough cough* indeed. you probably did see this coming. The angstyness of Jim continues. Just in time for Valentines Day *shoots self*
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![You Gotta Love Geeks [Theyre all Real]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xQPS0aRXJBg/mqdefault.jpg "You Gotta Love Geeks [Theyre all Real]
So this is Jims circle of friends - and its funny the characters personalitys remind me so much of the tv show friends - you know Jim as Joey, Milo as Ross, Madeline as Phoebe, and Jane as Monica xD Now all we need is a Chandler *cough* Flynn *cough cough* (rico - hint hint nudge nudge x3). Seriously though, I love all these editors and theyve been such nice people in letting me join up with them. If youd like to be friends with Jim let me know. If youd like to be enemies by all means let me know. I kind of already have a love interest in mind, but Ill save that spoiler for another day ;D oh and lol, random guest stars were Flynn and Kida who are so the opposite of geeks. They just cant resist our charm :D and yes, Jim can conjure up fairies and sprites to cheer people up. Thats just how epic he is xD
Jim - Me
Milo - AreYouNormalBass
Madeline - Magicofdisney1234
Jane - 1915181
Kida - MadMadameMe
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![Holding on to what Im feeling [[SLASH]]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xyMFok8nzHg/mqdefault.jpg "Holding on to what Im feeling [[SLASH]]
Finally, I finish a video all the way through *throws little celebratory confetti* HD is your friend!
Erhrm. And its slash.
Sinbad x Milo
Plot
I dont really know if I can outline what I was going for here but it was just basically a relationship where one persons not as committed to the other - aka Sinbad to Milo.
Ill make something fuzzy soon. Also I am proud of me for finally doing a regular crossover that does NOT involve Jim, my favourite character to work with and mask.
Song Cover here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu6X1NZideM
Footage: Atlantis; the Lost Empire, Sinbad legend of the Seven Seas.")
![[I M?] P O S S I B L E](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yCGFTw4Hs10/mqdefault.jpg "[I M?] P O S S I B L E
For personal health reasons I had to take some time off from roleplaying on tumblr and editing on youtube. It was a sudden decision but at the pressing and pleading of someone very close to me I did.
I decided I needed to resolve some unresolved issues that were causing my world to get a little darker every day and after four months of working at that and letting my laptop collect dust in the corner I decided I was ready to come back, focus on my editing, give the roleplaying a break and just do what I love.
Which is editing.
Which is telling stories.
Which is doing what I want, without worrying what other people will think, what they want from me and ever letting myself feel like Im creating anything for anyone other than for my own enjoyment...or that what I create is without worth.
I dont know how I let this wonderful place where I had two years of fun become so terrible last year.
Im back to give it one last shot, because I dont want my last memory of this place to be bad ones.
If Im ever going to leave editing, I want it to be for the right reasons.
Song: Impossible - James Arthur [pitched and cut]
Footage: Treasure Planet - Disney")
