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kaahthemarshmello | They say // Hakuryuu [Vent] @kaahthemarshmello | Uploaded 9 years ago | Updated 15 hours ago
Just venting some feelings...

*Dedicated to Kris*

Sorry it's kind of lame. SV wasn't working properly so I stopped using the lyrics. I didn't even use any of my usual effects.

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Song: Heaven is hard to find - The Playdates
Anime: Magi
Character: Hakuryuu [Don't be confused, Alibaby is still my favourite! ♥]

My feels:

My older cat (Shadow) passed away on the weekend. She had cancer for almost two years so I was prepared and accepted that there wasn't anything I could do to change it. What's getting to me is that every little thing that pops into my head reminds me of her. I can't feed my kitty (Neko) without looking over at where Shadow's bowl used to be. I get home from work and expect to see her waiting at the door to be fed. Neko wanders around the house meowing for her. How do you explain to a kitty that her friend isn't coming home? Then I think about all the stupid little things that she used to do that I didn't even know I would miss until now. Losing a relative is hard but losing a pet seems worse. I know eventually, everything will be okay again but right now it just hurts.

My favourite animal is a penguin. They look like they are wearing tuxedos. The way shadow's fur was, it always looked like she was wearing a tuxedo too. I can't even look at my million stuffed penguins without being reminded of her. I'm crying like a baby now but I really needed to vent and typing is easier than talking.

Kris, I'm sorry, you're probably crying now too. I love you! ♥

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