Uploaded August 2021 | Updated September 2026, 35 minutes ago
Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.
C - Side:
Accepting things isn't getting any easier. Every day, something has to go wrong. You wish things weren't like this, but to deny it won't solve anything. You sigh as you try to find the peace in the chaos. Things may not be going great, but...
There is still some hope...
There is still some time left in your life to... breathe it all in.
To savor every moment as it may be your last.
C - Side | Tracklist
C1 - I'll Try To Stick Around... 00:00
C2 - But I'm Somberly Holding On. 03:31
C3 - The Edge Of Sleep 08:11
C4 - Has It Really Been That Long? 11:17
C5 - Further Decling Steadily?... 15:25
D - Side:
Somberly accepting the inevitable has definitely helped. Sure, you have your periods of despair and hopelessness, but now... you feel slightly better about yourself. Things may seem to fade, but that's okay, right?
Although things are seemingly cutting away from you...
It's not good, and you do fear for the worst.
But...
You embrace that end. And only expect that all of it...
It will all be worth it in the end.
You hope.
D - Side | Tracklist
D1 - Another Lost Day That Dawns... 20:13
D2 - Slowly Dancing With Joy 22:27
D3 - Misleading Persistent Chords Repeating Into Absolution 26:39
D4 - A Possible Pause. 30:43
D5 - Sudden Shift To Solemnity and Self-Reflection 31:49
D6 - Embracing the Only Way Home... 35:42
Website: sebastian311205.wixsite.com/everythinguntilnow
Everything Until Now is a music project heavily inspired by the Caretaker's EATEOT (Everywhere At The End Of Time) and another fan project by the Carebear named EITBON (Everywhere In The Beginning of Nowhere), which all focus on the horrifying process of the degradation of the mind and soul that is dementia. All within a modern twist throughout each stage.
C - Side:
Accepting things isn't getting any easier. Every day, something has to go wrong. You wish things weren't like this, but to deny it won't solve anything. You sigh as you try to find the peace in the chaos. Things may not be going great, but...
There is still some hope...
There is still some time left in your life to... breathe it all in.
To savor every moment as it may be your last.
C - Side | Tracklist
C1 - I'll Try To Stick Around... 00:00
C2 - But I'm Somberly Holding On. 03:31
C3 - The Edge Of Sleep 08:11
C4 - Has It Really Been That Long? 11:17
C5 - Further Decling Steadily?... 15:25
D - Side:
Somberly accepting the inevitable has definitely helped. Sure, you have your periods of despair and hopelessness, but now... you feel slightly better about yourself. Things may seem to fade, but that's okay, right?
Although things are seemingly cutting away from you...
It's not good, and you do fear for the worst.
But...
You embrace that end. And only expect that all of it...
It will all be worth it in the end.
You hope.
D - Side | Tracklist
D1 - Another Lost Day That Dawns... 20:13
D2 - Slowly Dancing With Joy 22:27
D3 - Misleading Persistent Chords Repeating Into Absolution 26:39
D4 - A Possible Pause. 30:43
D5 - Sudden Shift To Solemnity and Self-Reflection 31:49
D6 - Embracing the Only Way Home... 35:42
