Uploaded March 2015 | Updated September 2026, 14 hours ago
This song has been redubbed! Check it out: youtube.com/watch?v=5hsNI4tcWRU
Wow, it has been too long since I uploaded a new song...The chorus has just been so crazy. But, thankfully, everyone is now snuggly into a chat and have their first tasks to focus on. It's such a big project! I'll be surprised if we get it done fast XD. But keep your ears peeled for that /o/
This song...God, I have had so many requests for it XD. I decided to finally dub it, so I hope you all like it ;w;. ALSO, THERE IS ALSO MY AMAZING VOICE ARTIST WHO GOT INVOLVED:
Thechinesepalmtree
Seriously, his voice acting was hurt me when I had to edit it. It was just so emotional! I've been wanting to voice act/sing with him for a long time. So hopefully well get to do some proper singing together eventually. I'll leave a link to his dA because he's also a fabulous artist uwub thechinesepalmtree.deviantart.com
I swear the Venomania series in general...Httg, it hurts to think about it. I know Venomania is an utter jackass...But I feel so sorry for him. SOB. Oh, my poor heart. Tattered and fragmented with the feels as always.
Lyrics: Rachiedian
I wish you had never changed.
(aah)
My paintbrush traces up the blank page,
As I begin to paint,
His face again.
Even now, I can still see his image
But it is slowly fading
With time.
It’s too late for second chances,
For our connections have been severed
But sometimes I have to wonder:
Could we have been a normal couple with
A wedding ring and a sweet child.
It’s now too late for such wishful thinking.
During the nights, that we spent as one
It wasn’t your face that attracted me to you
But even now, I keep on drawing it constantly
Your portrait lives on.
Making love to you, seeing that handsome smile
Your face wasn’t actually what I desired
What I wanted
Was the man who was lost so long ago
I wish we had both known that.
You: “Do you see this flower? I want you to wear it…always…”
Me: “Ah! I’ve never seen any of the other girls wearing a purple flower.”
You: “Of course not. I would only give you something this precious to wear.”
My first portrait of you went up in flames
“That face disgusts me” you said
But what is hideous was not the face that you hid
It was clearly something else, deep inside.
Perhaps this is wishful thinking,
But I truly want to go back
And stop myself from making a fool of you
For the next time I saw you, you were
A completely different man.
For the fires of your lusts turned my art to ash.
My memories of you, no matter how twisted they were,
I still think back on them as happy days
You adored me, which was never a lie
Perhaps my feelings were similar…
Change can sometimes be good,
Change can make you strong,
But what you needed was so much love and care.
To reinforce that you were perfect just the way you were.
You could never accept this.
Me: What’s wrong? You don’t have to leave so soon…Come back to bed.
You: Heh…But Mikulia is waiting for me…Don’t tell me you’re feeling lonely without me already.
Me: You’ve never wanted to leave so early before…Have I upset you?
You: …Those portraits of me you’ve been making…Why do you keep drawing them?
Me: Ah? I…I just do…Do you not like them?
You: … I want them burned.
Me: What? But wh-
You: Just do it!
Even though you hated them
I still continued to draw you
So your soul can be saved within one.
You might not be the man you dreamed of
Or had the face that you really wanted
I wish you had admitted those words to me back then
Maybe I would have stayed if I had knew…
Or maybe I knew this whole time
I have to admit…
some parts of you charmed me.
That might be the reason, I can’t stop drawing you.
Before I knew,
This whole room was filled with your image.
Pause(I miss you)
You were a beautiful man
But that’s not what I wanted
I loved the you that was hidden away
I still love you to this very day.
I wish I could say this to you now
Please don’t leave me Gumina~
Download: mediafire.com/listen/3ssnc6c0oryk5ma/The+Portrait+Glassred+Drew.MP3
Singing: Rachiedian
Voice acting:
Gumina: Rachiedian
Venomania: TheChinesePalmTree ( thechinesepalmtree.deviantart.com )
Sub/Video Editing: TheRobberBaron (therobberbaron.deviantart.com/)
The Portrait that Glassred Drew: Mothy (Original:
youtube.com/watch?v=PkaJ1QwPS4U&list=LLyaYRApEhVnETOYP_4Zmrtw&index=36) Support all of his Works!
This song has been redubbed! Check it out: youtube.com/watch?v=5hsNI4tcWRU
Wow, it has been too long since I uploaded a new song...The chorus has just been so crazy. But, thankfully, everyone is now snuggly into a chat and have their first tasks to focus on. It's such a big project! I'll be surprised if we get it done fast XD. But keep your ears peeled for that /o/
This song...God, I have had so many requests for it XD. I decided to finally dub it, so I hope you all like it ;w;. ALSO, THERE IS ALSO MY AMAZING VOICE ARTIST WHO GOT INVOLVED:
Thechinesepalmtree
Seriously, his voice acting was hurt me when I had to edit it. It was just so emotional! I've been wanting to voice act/sing with him for a long time. So hopefully well get to do some proper singing together eventually. I'll leave a link to his dA because he's also a fabulous artist uwub thechinesepalmtree.deviantart.com
I swear the Venomania series in general...Httg, it hurts to think about it. I know Venomania is an utter jackass...But I feel so sorry for him. SOB. Oh, my poor heart. Tattered and fragmented with the feels as always.
Lyrics: Rachiedian
I wish you had never changed.
(aah)
My paintbrush traces up the blank page,
As I begin to paint,
His face again.
Even now, I can still see his image
But it is slowly fading
With time.
It’s too late for second chances,
For our connections have been severed
But sometimes I have to wonder:
Could we have been a normal couple with
A wedding ring and a sweet child.
It’s now too late for such wishful thinking.
During the nights, that we spent as one
It wasn’t your face that attracted me to you
But even now, I keep on drawing it constantly
Your portrait lives on.
Making love to you, seeing that handsome smile
Your face wasn’t actually what I desired
What I wanted
Was the man who was lost so long ago
I wish we had both known that.
You: “Do you see this flower? I want you to wear it…always…”
Me: “Ah! I’ve never seen any of the other girls wearing a purple flower.”
You: “Of course not. I would only give you something this precious to wear.”
My first portrait of you went up in flames
“That face disgusts me” you said
But what is hideous was not the face that you hid
It was clearly something else, deep inside.
Perhaps this is wishful thinking,
But I truly want to go back
And stop myself from making a fool of you
For the next time I saw you, you were
A completely different man.
For the fires of your lusts turned my art to ash.
My memories of you, no matter how twisted they were,
I still think back on them as happy days
You adored me, which was never a lie
Perhaps my feelings were similar…
Change can sometimes be good,
Change can make you strong,
But what you needed was so much love and care.
To reinforce that you were perfect just the way you were.
You could never accept this.
Me: What’s wrong? You don’t have to leave so soon…Come back to bed.
You: Heh…But Mikulia is waiting for me…Don’t tell me you’re feeling lonely without me already.
Me: You’ve never wanted to leave so early before…Have I upset you?
You: …Those portraits of me you’ve been making…Why do you keep drawing them?
Me: Ah? I…I just do…Do you not like them?
You: … I want them burned.
Me: What? But wh-
You: Just do it!
Even though you hated them
I still continued to draw you
So your soul can be saved within one.
You might not be the man you dreamed of
Or had the face that you really wanted
I wish you had admitted those words to me back then
Maybe I would have stayed if I had knew…
Or maybe I knew this whole time
I have to admit…
some parts of you charmed me.
That might be the reason, I can’t stop drawing you.
Before I knew,
This whole room was filled with your image.
Pause(I miss you)
You were a beautiful man
But that’s not what I wanted
I loved the you that was hidden away
I still love you to this very day.
I wish I could say this to you now
Please don’t leave me Gumina~
Download: mediafire.com/listen/3ssnc6c0oryk5ma/The+Portrait+Glassred+Drew.MP3
Singing: Rachiedian
Voice acting:
Gumina: Rachiedian
Venomania: TheChinesePalmTree ( thechinesepalmtree.deviantart.com )
Sub/Video Editing: TheRobberBaron (therobberbaron.deviantart.com/)
The Portrait that Glassred Drew: Mothy (Original:
youtube.com/watch?v=PkaJ1QwPS4U&list=LLyaYRApEhVnETOYP_4Zmrtw&index=36) Support all of his Works!
