Uploaded November 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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HD because I completely gave up at the end and you can tell.

Story notes:
-A lot of Celia's journey is her realizing she has to be accountable for her own mistakes. In her hallucination she chooses to take a different path. One where she is the one who takes the fall not the servant girl.

-I wanted to show Celia slowly becoming less abrasive and more open with what she's feeling and experiencing. This can be seen in her interactions with Javi and how she feels bad for what happened and doesn't want him to suffer because of her mistakes.

-Part of that has to do with reconciling with Triston, the other part is her taking Triston's advice. "Don't waste your life and don't waste hers. If there's a next round you'll do better."

-All of the flashbacks take place during the same time as my audition video. Celia's entire reason for being exiled is that often she is her own worst enemy.

Personal notes:
Hallucinations provide great excuses to analyze your character's flaws and fears. Part of Celia's fears are that she's irredeemable, that because of her pushing away everyone, no one will stay with her. She afraid of being abandoned and betrayed by people she cares about.

Liv is a magnificent plotting partner who does an excellent job of helping me come up with scenes and dialogue.

I did try to slow down the dialogue in the video so hopefully this is better than round 2!

There is a lot I still want to touch on regarding Celia in round 4 and hopefully round 5. But for now I hope you've enjoyed watching my videos!

Some maskings were provided by:
-ConfettiPetti (the real mvp) for her Marina masks
-Pastard (super talented friend) for Miguel masks
-PeanutButterJellyXx (Rosie you're wonderful) for Mulan masks
-Thenamelessdoll for a few scattered Anya masks