Uploaded February 2026 | Updated September 2026, 21 hours ago
Lyrics:
(Intro)
In my brain, thoughts lay muckraked by fog and rain,
All the pain my mind tries to blame — on me, in me again.
Waves crash so hard on the timbers of this frame,
Washing off the blood, yet the echoes stay the same.
(Verse 1)
What do you want from me?!
I’ve bled all I could just to be
The best of me, yet the beast in me
Haunts every thought I free.
Releasing the fear
Would drag the world down near,
THIS IS NOT ME?!
Why is everything so cold at sea?!
All the faces seem one name!
What do you want from me?!
I’ve bled all I could just to be
The best of me, yet the beast in me
Haunts every thought I free.
Releasing the fear
Would drag the world down near,
THIS IS NOT ME?!
Why is everything so cold at sea?!
All the faces seem one name!
All the faces seem one name!
(Chorus 1)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
(Verse 2)
The mast is a gallows swaying in black,
The ropes sing of guilt I cannot unpack.
My shadow mutters, the crew’s eyes stare,
But they’re long gone — I breathe their prayer.
Each gust of wind is a whispering crime.
(Chorus 2)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I beg the dark to swallow my fears.
I need to dream to wake from this nightmare,
It cuts so deep to be my doom’s writer!
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I beg the dark to swallow my fears.
I need to dream to wake from this nightmare.
(Breakdown)
What if they left because of me… what if they always knew?
Every oath they swore was hollow, every promise untrue.
The crew that I trusted… they vanished like ghosts in the tide.
They swore they’d stand with me, but all of them lied.
(Chorus 3)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
(Outro)
The hull creaks like ribs about to break,
Salt tastes like tears in the path I take.
Their voices return — like a family that lied,
Whispers of comfort, then gone with the tide.
The voices below deck still chant “Captain, atone,”
But I know too well that I'm already alone.
Lyrics:
(Intro)
In my brain, thoughts lay muckraked by fog and rain,
All the pain my mind tries to blame — on me, in me again.
Waves crash so hard on the timbers of this frame,
Washing off the blood, yet the echoes stay the same.
(Verse 1)
What do you want from me?!
I’ve bled all I could just to be
The best of me, yet the beast in me
Haunts every thought I free.
Releasing the fear
Would drag the world down near,
THIS IS NOT ME?!
Why is everything so cold at sea?!
All the faces seem one name!
What do you want from me?!
I’ve bled all I could just to be
The best of me, yet the beast in me
Haunts every thought I free.
Releasing the fear
Would drag the world down near,
THIS IS NOT ME?!
Why is everything so cold at sea?!
All the faces seem one name!
All the faces seem one name!
(Chorus 1)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
(Verse 2)
The mast is a gallows swaying in black,
The ropes sing of guilt I cannot unpack.
My shadow mutters, the crew’s eyes stare,
But they’re long gone — I breathe their prayer.
Each gust of wind is a whispering crime.
(Chorus 2)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I beg the dark to swallow my fears.
I need to dream to wake from this nightmare,
It cuts so deep to be my doom’s writer!
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I beg the dark to swallow my fears.
I need to dream to wake from this nightmare.
(Breakdown)
What if they left because of me… what if they always knew?
Every oath they swore was hollow, every promise untrue.
The crew that I trusted… they vanished like ghosts in the tide.
They swore they’d stand with me, but all of them lied.
(Chorus 3)
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
It hurts so deep to be my own doom’s writer!
In the deepest seas made out of my tears,
I deeply hope to get rid of my fears.
I need to sleep to wake up from this nightmare,
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
this nightmare.
(Outro)
The hull creaks like ribs about to break,
Salt tastes like tears in the path I take.
Their voices return — like a family that lied,
Whispers of comfort, then gone with the tide.
The voices below deck still chant “Captain, atone,”
But I know too well that I'm already alone.
