Uploaded July 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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HEY HEY HEY it's Sonika's birthday!!! She's 10!!! She's a fourth grader!!! I decided to remaster this for Sonikafest, a wonderful celebration put together by celestrai to celebrate her 10th birthday! Celest is gonna be hosting a Big Al Fest and Tonio Fest as well, so you should check her out if you're interested in those!

SO for those of you who don't know, before I went by Pumpkin Head I went by Lostie P! I posted a lot of garbage songs because Lostie P was my alias when I first started writing songs. There's a couple of those songs that I wanna remaster (*cough* crow outside the murder *cough*), so I'm glad I finally got to remastering one of them! If you wanna hear what this originally sounded like I'll have a link at the bottom of the description :}

Full disclosure this was my first time writing anything in this style which is why the production is so muddy. I know this is remaster number three but what if... and hear me out... TDAOOTU 2021 version? (No promises)

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▶Sonikafest album crossfade: youtube.com/watch?v=a7hRhMwT0SU&feature=youtu.be
▶Original version: youtube.com/watch?v=REGWd7lfeqo

▶Twitter: twitter.com/PmpknHead

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Lyrics:

I've always been God of your world
I can't stand at all how you've betrayed me

I saw you and knew you would see my way
A god on your own

Light cannot touch Earth
It's cast in shadows
Life sees its rebirth
And blooms like a black rose

Look and see your world's disaster
Of which you used to be
The men of your world are marching
Blindly to a twined beat

See, this ugly world is nothing
But you can't see the same
The bells of time are calling
They're calling out your name

All your life's led up to this
How could you tell me you're against me too?
After all I've done for you
For you, for you

Oh, it's pointless, Earth is worthless
Yet I still wish that was a lie

All my life's led up to this
But couldn't ever prepare me for you
I can't help you when you're
Denying the truth

It's not worthless, save your work
Because we'll salvage it together

Tell me all about your world
And tell me why it gives you such hope, too
I'll put my trust in you

You were longing, I was longing
For new mornings, one last warning
What we finally have.