Uploaded June 2024 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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**Trigger warning: infant death**

Vickie and her husband decided to be foster parents. They had 4 girls biologically and knew there were more children for their family. But when the unexpected happened with their infant, Vickie began questioning everything.

0:00 - Introduction
0:30 - Electing to be foster parents
2:40 - Ending up with 6 kids; 2 through foster care
3:25 - Going to the temple for answers about more kids
5:23 - The sweetest boy passes away in his sleep
6:25 - Investigations
7:40 - Tender mercies
8:50 - So upset and broken
9:43 - Why didn’t my covenants protect me?
10:30 - Building brick by brick
11:30 - Questioning everything
12:50 - Faith becoming holy
13:55 - Taking the blame
15:50 - Giving the rock to Jesus
17:24 - Testimony
18:25 - Going to Gethsemane
21:50 - Advice

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