Uploaded March 2023 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
What would a trial on life and humanity look like?
[ . . . ] hour-long suffer-fest, on the multitude of suffering and horrors and banalities, of humanity and life [ . . . ]
This is just an infinitesimally brief look on some of the grotesque abjections, that can be found, if you do a _little_ digging.
*CREDITS*:
Disturbed Reality's, "5 Gruesome & Sadistic Torture Methods Used By Mexican Drug Cartels | Shockingly Evil & Cruel"
Emma Kenny's, "Australia’s WORST paedophile - Peter Scully"
Children of Leningradsky (documentary)
Shrouded Hand's, "The Slow Death of Sylvia Likens"
Hailey Elizabeth's, "The Most Horrific Case I've Ever Covered: Junko Furuta"
Danielle Kirsty's, "Most Sadistic Murder in UK History - The PURE EVIL Group Who Tortured Suzanne Capper"
George Carlin's, "Life is Worth Losing" - particularly - "Extreme Human Behavior"
Pix 11's (News Channel), "‘Tranq’ users talk about skin-eating drug that can lead to amputation"
Vice New's, "Inside The Fight Against Online Child Sex Abuse" and, Vice's, "The Cannibal Warlords of Liberia" and "Living in the Sewers of Colombia"
Graytaich0's, CrownJule's, InMendham's, "Unintelligent Design" and "Gladiator War"
Juliana Chahayed's, cover of "No Surprises", originally by, Radiohead
Various, unknown gore clips, from, GoreDatabase's, website - particularly - from (WARNING: extreme, explicit, graphic content, for which, I take no liability, if you view the link provided): goredb.com/my-library/video-playlists/35d6de68-5484-4973-a3f9-ec345f6b388b
Klaus Lang's, "The Thin Tree" (for orchestra) (2013/14) and "Schwarzes Licht" (for zither and orchestra) (2013)
*NOTE*: These people and organizations have nothing to do with me, personally. I simply watched and edited their footage, without explicit permission, for educational, "fair-use" purposes. If you have a problem with any of the content being displayed, please contact me at alisend@protonmail.com, if you'd like it removed and / or changed or for any, formal comments.
#suffering #antinatalism #nihilism #doomerism #pessimism #documentary #montage #supercut #edit
What would a trial on life and humanity look like?
[ . . . ] hour-long suffer-fest, on the multitude of suffering and horrors and banalities, of humanity and life [ . . . ]
This is just an infinitesimally brief look on some of the grotesque abjections, that can be found, if you do a _little_ digging.
*CREDITS*:
Disturbed Reality's, "5 Gruesome & Sadistic Torture Methods Used By Mexican Drug Cartels | Shockingly Evil & Cruel"
Emma Kenny's, "Australia’s WORST paedophile - Peter Scully"
Children of Leningradsky (documentary)
Shrouded Hand's, "The Slow Death of Sylvia Likens"
Hailey Elizabeth's, "The Most Horrific Case I've Ever Covered: Junko Furuta"
Danielle Kirsty's, "Most Sadistic Murder in UK History - The PURE EVIL Group Who Tortured Suzanne Capper"
George Carlin's, "Life is Worth Losing" - particularly - "Extreme Human Behavior"
Pix 11's (News Channel), "‘Tranq’ users talk about skin-eating drug that can lead to amputation"
Vice New's, "Inside The Fight Against Online Child Sex Abuse" and, Vice's, "The Cannibal Warlords of Liberia" and "Living in the Sewers of Colombia"
Graytaich0's, CrownJule's, InMendham's, "Unintelligent Design" and "Gladiator War"
Juliana Chahayed's, cover of "No Surprises", originally by, Radiohead
Various, unknown gore clips, from, GoreDatabase's, website - particularly - from (WARNING: extreme, explicit, graphic content, for which, I take no liability, if you view the link provided): goredb.com/my-library/video-playlists/35d6de68-5484-4973-a3f9-ec345f6b388b
Klaus Lang's, "The Thin Tree" (for orchestra) (2013/14) and "Schwarzes Licht" (for zither and orchestra) (2013)
*NOTE*: These people and organizations have nothing to do with me, personally. I simply watched and edited their footage, without explicit permission, for educational, "fair-use" purposes. If you have a problem with any of the content being displayed, please contact me at alisend@protonmail.com, if you'd like it removed and / or changed or for any, formal comments.
#suffering #antinatalism #nihilism #doomerism #pessimism #documentary #montage #supercut #edit
![The Advantage of Non-existence
Enlightenment is hanging the noose on your ego (god complex; you are not in control), taking the bottle of pills to kill your bias of emotions (namely hope and optimism), and pulling the trigger on your instinct (the insatiable animal who eats its prey alive).
InMendham: (D02.17 DNG Debates Put LIFE out of its misery [17])
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLKYw7lxawE
Music: The Body - Darkness Surrounds Us The Advantage of Non-existence](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NC0yC3MqFnA/mqdefault.jpg)





![Life in a Box of Self-reflection and Social Isolation
[ . . . ] , an incubation chamber for festering loneliness and mental illness [ . . . ]
Credits:
Written, by, J. S. C.
Music (Solitude, for solo cello), composed, by, Rebecca Saunders, performed by, Séverine Ballon
Voices produced, through Eleven Labs A.I., voice, emulation service
Visuals, found on YouTube and recorded, via OBS (Open Broadcast Software)
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14 (mostly, because I am familiar with it) Life in a Box of Self-reflection and Social Isolation](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QZ5qInpc12s/mqdefault.jpg)



![The Black Box of Inaccessibility
This video covers briefly, very dense material, on metaphysics and metacognition.
CREDITS:
Written by me;
Narration done through a voice software (FakeYou [dot] com | HAL 9000, uploaded by, an anonymous user);
Main clips, are from the movie, Beyond the Black Rainbow (2010);
Music is Polytope de Cluny (1972-1974), from Xenakis: Electronic Works, Vol. 2, composed by, Iannis Xenakis [for more, information, please watch the short, 10 min documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK1KjtetCsg ] | and, Eliane Radigues, ambient Transamorem Transmortem (1974);
Other, overlayed clips, created using Microsofts Paint 3D program;
Edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14.
Anecdotal: I like this conversation. Its rarely discussed, how other people think, because—i think—most people, dont think about, how they think! 😅 I could go on for hours, talking about talking, and the meta of it :0 Lol, but I already have so many things!
Ill be brief: I hear my thoughts as a voice (audibly, not just mentally), then I hear other voices (audibly, not just mentally), then I have intrusive, thought content (like unwanted, looping, repetitive phrases, music, et cetera), and my own inner-voice—which—I relate to being the logical, dominant identity-attachment (ego-self). My thoughts can be clustered, layered, and disorganized. Music can be looping, while Im thinking about metaphysics, intrusive thoughts can come in—they can appear—out of order, et cetera. Funny enough, I do remember my mind—before all of this—and I described it as crystal clear; but despite everything, I wont take it back, because—this new mind—has taught me a lot (of the human experience, life, ego, and death—in—general)! The Black Box of Inaccessibility](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S7jyIA9jr2g/mqdefault.jpg)