Uploaded July 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Lyrics for "i lxst you a long time ago" by Taylor's Diary & Lxst Boy:
I turned around, you were nowhere to be found
I lost you a long time ago, but I see your ghost in the crowd
I lost you a long time ago, you just keep letting me down
Slowly built up this foundation, then you burned it to the ground

It’s been a minute since I seen your face, the hurt still hangs around
Tried to forget that you exist, but the memories bring it out
Empty bottles by my bedside, I been fighting with myself
Every promise that we made collecting dust upon the shelf

I lost you a long time ago
All the nights I spent alone
Looked inside your heart, my love, and all I saw was ice cold
Darkness surrounding me, watch as it drowns me
Why won’t you let me talk
I wanna run through it all the way
Wanna be gone, baby, I won’t stay
Hear your voice as it calls my name
But I wanna be gone, baby, I can’t stay