Uploaded September 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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@SydneySprague 's official visualizer for "if im honest" from the album, "somebody in hell loves you" - available now on Rude Records orcd.co/sihly
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Link:
I didn’t mean to let you down or be cold
Hope I see you around when I’m old
And running out of options
It doesn’t seem like you want anything tangible
Just a little out of reach
Yeah, that’s close enough for me
And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
I had a dream about my old apartment
I went back to where I started and I did it all the same
I don’t believe in sleeping with my ghosts
How was I supposed to know
That you were talking shit in code
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)
If I see you it will be the same
When you’re standing in the doorway
I will feel the pull
Tethered down to the perfect ball and chain
I’ll be pulling all the weight when you go
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest
And it doesn’t mean anything if I’m honest
And I don’t feel anything if I’m honest (but I’m not)

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