Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
I see you
Anyway. I really need to let this out, I
Apologize for not uploading in the last month. I’ve been trying to get my account back and which, I have!! So that’s the good news.
Bad news is, I’ve been stressing out in school a lot lately and I can’t take it anymore. In my art class there are people who can draw wayyy better than I can and it makes me feel unmotivated. I know when you see someone’s art you go
“Wow! That’s amazing!”
It’s true it is but, it makes me feel like I haven’t improved in my art style at all. I know I shouldn’t be jealous- and I try so desperately to go
“Woah! That’s amazing, I wanna improve like them!”
But it’s just so hard for me to do so. For someone who’s been drawing/animating it really makes me wonder if I even deserve to have this platform.
Because there are so many talented people out there - most of them have better art styles than me- it makes me feel selfish. I’m too hard on myself and I can’t stress this enough. The whole reason I made they yt Chanel was because I was inspired by other people.
But now I feel as if I don’t deserve any of you.
Don’t worry though, I’ll continue posting because I love you guys and I like animating.
I won’t post any more vents if it makes you uncomfortable. I understand.
I just really needed to get that of my chest.
💜
I see you
Anyway. I really need to let this out, I
Apologize for not uploading in the last month. I’ve been trying to get my account back and which, I have!! So that’s the good news.
Bad news is, I’ve been stressing out in school a lot lately and I can’t take it anymore. In my art class there are people who can draw wayyy better than I can and it makes me feel unmotivated. I know when you see someone’s art you go
“Wow! That’s amazing!”
It’s true it is but, it makes me feel like I haven’t improved in my art style at all. I know I shouldn’t be jealous- and I try so desperately to go
“Woah! That’s amazing, I wanna improve like them!”
But it’s just so hard for me to do so. For someone who’s been drawing/animating it really makes me wonder if I even deserve to have this platform.
Because there are so many talented people out there - most of them have better art styles than me- it makes me feel selfish. I’m too hard on myself and I can’t stress this enough. The whole reason I made they yt Chanel was because I was inspired by other people.
But now I feel as if I don’t deserve any of you.
Don’t worry though, I’ll continue posting because I love you guys and I like animating.
I won’t post any more vents if it makes you uncomfortable. I understand.
I just really needed to get that of my chest.
💜
