Uploaded January 2026 | Updated September 2026, 5 hours ago

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Song: Stepmom

Artist: Robby Heck Music

Footage courtesy of Noella Borie

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Matthew 18:6 KJV
[6] But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.

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I have a problem with speech
Why is no one listening
Does anyone hear me
The noise is overwhelming
I'm either fixated or can't focus on anything
I'm just 5 year old me

Why do you call me autxstic little freak
I'm just a child, you used to love me
Why do you call me rxtxrd and scream
I'm just a child, could you love me again
I'm just 5 year old me not an autistxc little freak

You came into my life and I felt your love
It was pure
But when things got hard, all you wanted was me
out the door
Why did you wake me up in the night
To drag me down the stairs?
Why do you use me to punish my dad
I used to think you cared.
I'm just a boy, I just don't understand

Why do you call me autxstic little freak
I'm just a child, you used to love me
Why do you call me rxtxrd and scream
I'm just a child, could you love me again
I'm just 5 year old me not an autistxc little freak

I have a problem with speech
Why is no one listening
Does anyone hear me
The noise is overwhelming
I'm either fixated or can't focus on anything
I'm just 5 year old me

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm just 5 year old me not an axtistic little freak