Uploaded February 2022 | Updated September 2026, 18 hours ago

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"If I Held Back" was written, produced, engineered, and performed by Srvent (Spencer Richard).
Video directed and edited by Srvent (Spencer Richard).

Special thanks:

For the help from my wife, Becky, on the camera operation, and for Arashi Do in Edson, AB for the use of their studio gym space.

Also I would like to thank everyone who has been patiently waiting for some of this music to drop since my last single.

Lastly, I'd like to thank my mixing engineer mentor Loren Moore for the lessons and encouragement over the last several months to get my sound that much more professional sounding.

Thank you again to Susan Dymterko and Chris Guillet for being childcare specialists during the filming of some of this video.

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