Uploaded December 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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i kinda had a terrible week lol. but im fine, i think. just need to cry it out for like...an hour or so and when people ask me why im crying, Ill blame it on the book im reading and global warming.

awat na = stop already

do you ever get the feeling that youre hella sad/depressed but dunno why and when people pressure you to tell them why you are sad you say that you dunno and they get mad at you because hey, thats not a reason as to why you should be sad.
like, im sorry if you get mad at me when i say that. but honestly i really dont know myself, medical people tell me its because im a teen and i should experience these things even if my life is a-ok.
but i guess im not that strong as i thought id be lol. but who cares. as long as im still alive, i dont care how much i hurt, as long as my loved ones are okay.

and no dad, i dont want to talk about it.

song = youtube.com/watch?v=cYMOXlH0lvo
recording system = OBS 0.16.6
drawing program = Photoshop CS6
editing program = hell bound Windows Movie Maker
time it took = 40 minutes