Uploaded April 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Sorrow full cause the only ting a woman is made for is Love. If u know Tantra the highest off the feminine when fully transformed and healed incarnates into love. But men only thinks they need sex, or that all women are made for is pussyfucking like there not real living beings. That women arent made for them to love or for loving, to make love with!? That’s highly damaged delusional thinking off men. Like what a woman wants and needs is his heart/love, when sane untraumatized off course. Otherwise we don’t want nkthing from him if constantly traumatized by him. Cause he doesn’tLove, thinks all we want is his dick!? Like Kevin gates sings- ur the only one that my dick could get hard for, Ive been hurt what the fuck u want my heart for! My song then goes as a woman- I’ve been hurt what the fuck u want my pussy for, cause if a woman is constantly treated like that by men/traumatized that way by them, she neither wants his dick or his fucking heart!! How the fuck can men think we want there anything if they don’t love!? And think we want there fucking dick so much!?? When love is the only thing we want and need from him/a man. But it’slike men worships there own dick so much they think women do to?!! Retarded!! There so strange! Strange creatures!!?? Personally for me as a woman, u as a man wont get anywhere near me, my heart/love pussy or soul if u just a weak ass dick sex worshipping asshole not solving ur self. The most important thing for a masculine, his purpose above all else is to save all from himself!! But never met a man who truly incarnates the masculine in real life! Only seen them on YouTube. All men I’ve met have just been stupid narcississists hurting innocents cause off there repetition compulsion and unsolved traumas. Im so tired off it!! Have had such terrible men in my life!! But it was written in the stars with pluto and saturn conjunct my ascendant, two off the worst malifics. Its a wonder i haven’t killed myself yet. Saturn in scorpio in my first house conjunct the lord pluto in Libra both on my ascendant. Thats lots off trauma to go through. Solved it all, healed myself, went through the ultimate scorpionic transformation. But cant get the fucking abusive demons in the astral out off my life. And i have shit loads just with the humans in my life both parents and my baby father being narcissists, and keeping them at bay! Boundaring them away at proper distance and dealing with them as they come too close with there abusiveness. Cause as long as they live, and they are in my life they will be abusive cause they will never change! Made my mother aware off what she is but she refuses to change, made my baby father aware but he refuses to change. And there not so abusive that i can get police involved and get restraining orders or anything. But still hazardous to there closest. And as if that isn’t enough to deal with being also chronically ill cause off all the abuse and neglect ive lived through all my life. I also am plagued with having fucking Goetic Demons being abusive around me in the astral!! Please pray for me and my children that they go away! I transformed to be the best version a human can be, to be the kindest and best version off me and to heal myself. To get the abusive beings out off my life. Sadly i cant get my mother father and baby father out off my life! But there must be a fucking way to get these demons out off ones life!!?? The question is just how!??? Maybe iff enough people pray for me i will have enough protecting thoughtforms around me to get them away!?? So i ask for your prairs!🙏🌹 And for your love!❤️ And i rambled something about no human is worth remembering, was only cause i was so tired off all humans in my life at the moment. For ex. Struggle Jennings is a real
Legend for ex! And Adam Calhaun and Jelly Roll! All legend worth remembering, it was there songs and them projecting there streangth through there music that helped me get through my opiate withdrawal! So many humans are worth remembering!!❤️🔥🐲💫🌹❤️ And there exists great men, like Thunderwizard, and Sam
Vaknin and Mr Astrotheology and Allan Watts, Richard Grannon without whom i would have never ever have been able to heal my traumas, and feminines like Teal swan that has also been tremendously important for my healing journey Lokewise with Lisa A Romano! All legends, such beautiful people! This World is full off them/Beautiful people, just i have never been fortunate enough to have such kind beautiful people in my life! But I’m grateful them in my life now through youtube, i have now thanks too youtube i found my true family! The starseeds and angelic people stansmitting angelic energies all over earth as we speak. Sad I don’t have anyone like me in my real life, close to me, need and wish for a man as appriciative off love and equally loving to come my way!🌹❤️ So Longing for my masculine counterpart..
Lots off love to all
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sorrow full cause the only ting a woman is made for is Love. If u know Tantra the highest off the feminine when fully transformed and healed incarnates into love. But men only thinks they need sex, or that all women are made for is pussyfucking like there not real living beings. That women arent made for them to love or for loving, to make love with!? That’s highly damaged delusional thinking off men. Like what a woman wants and needs is his heart/love, when sane untraumatized off course. Otherwise we don’t want nkthing from him if constantly traumatized by him. Cause he doesn’tLove, thinks all we want is his dick!? Like Kevin gates sings- ur the only one that my dick could get hard for, Ive been hurt what the fuck u want my heart for! My song then goes as a woman- I’ve been hurt what the fuck u want my pussy for, cause if a woman is constantly treated like that by men/traumatized that way by them, she neither wants his dick or his fucking heart!! How the fuck can men think we want there anything if they don’t love!? And think we want there fucking dick so much!?? When love is the only thing we want and need from him/a man. But it’slike men worships there own dick so much they think women do to?!! Retarded!! There so strange! Strange creatures!!?? Personally for me as a woman, u as a man wont get anywhere near me, my heart/love pussy or soul if u just a weak ass dick sex worshipping asshole not solving ur self. The most important thing for a masculine, his purpose above all else is to save all from himself!! But never met a man who truly incarnates the masculine in real life! Only seen them on YouTube. All men I’ve met have just been stupid narcississists hurting innocents cause off there repetition compulsion and unsolved traumas. Im so tired off it!! Have had such terrible men in my life!! But it was written in the stars with pluto and saturn conjunct my ascendant, two off the worst malifics. Its a wonder i haven’t killed myself yet. Saturn in scorpio in my first house conjunct the lord pluto in Libra both on my ascendant. Thats lots off trauma to go through. Solved it all, healed myself, went through the ultimate scorpionic transformation. But cant get the fucking abusive demons in the astral out off my life. And i have shit loads just with the humans in my life both parents and my baby father being narcissists, and keeping them at bay! Boundaring them away at proper distance and dealing with them as they come too close with there abusiveness. Cause as long as they live, and they are in my life they will be abusive cause they will never change! Made my mother aware off what she is but she refuses to change, made my baby father aware but he refuses to change. And there not so abusive that i can get police involved and get restraining orders or anything. But still hazardous to there closest. And as if that isn’t enough to deal with being also chronically ill cause off all the abuse and neglect ive lived through all my life. I also am plagued with having fucking Goetic Demons being abusive around me in the astral!! Please pray for me and my children that they go away! I transformed to be the best version a human can be, to be the kindest and best version off me and to heal myself. To get the abusive beings out off my life. Sadly i cant get my mother father and baby father out off my life! But there must be a fucking way to get these demons out off ones life!!?? The question is just how!??? Maybe iff enough people pray for me i will have enough protecting thoughtforms around me to get them away!?? So i ask for your prairs!🙏🌹 And for your love!❤️ And i rambled something about no human is worth remembering, was only cause i was so tired off all humans in my life at the moment. For ex. Struggle Jennings is a real
Legend for ex! And Adam Calhaun and Jelly Roll! All legend worth remembering, it was there songs and them projecting there streangth through there music that helped me get through my opiate withdrawal! So many humans are worth remembering!!❤️🔥🐲💫🌹❤️ And there exists great men, like Thunderwizard, and Sam
Vaknin and Mr Astrotheology and Allan Watts, Richard Grannon without whom i would have never ever have been able to heal my traumas, and feminines like Teal swan that has also been tremendously important for my healing journey Lokewise with Lisa A Romano! All legends, such beautiful people! This World is full off them/Beautiful people, just i have never been fortunate enough to have such kind beautiful people in my life! But I’m grateful them in my life now through youtube, i have now thanks too youtube i found my true family! The starseeds and angelic people stansmitting angelic energies all over earth as we speak. Sad I don’t have anyone like me in my real life, close to me, need and wish for a man as appriciative off love and equally loving to come my way!🌹❤️ So Longing for my masculine counterpart..
Lots off love to all
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
