Uploaded April 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Here's volume 2, it'll be up on streaming platforms today!
Also, on a different note, if you noticed me not responding to comments lately that's a calculated decision on my part; it's not healthy to scan over the comments on social media every morning, so I will be refraining from doing so in the future. If you desperately need to contact me (only for business/commissions or questions about reposting) you can use my email. For other matters, Instagram is also a place where I occasionally respond to comments/DMs. Don't expect to find me on Twitter, I deleted that hell app. Anyway, those of you that leave positive comments, thank you for your support!
See ya in the next video.
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Here's volume 2, it'll be up on streaming platforms today!
Also, on a different note, if you noticed me not responding to comments lately that's a calculated decision on my part; it's not healthy to scan over the comments on social media every morning, so I will be refraining from doing so in the future. If you desperately need to contact me (only for business/commissions or questions about reposting) you can use my email. For other matters, Instagram is also a place where I occasionally respond to comments/DMs. Don't expect to find me on Twitter, I deleted that hell app. Anyway, those of you that leave positive comments, thank you for your support!
See ya in the next video.
♬♩♪♩
MY PATREON:
patreon.com/laureliamadeus
BUY ME A COFFEE:
ko-fi.com/laureliamadeus
MY SOCIAL MEDIA:
solo.to/laureliamadeus
GOOGLE DRIVE W/SHEET MUSIC: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1WQb37cdMcfCpa0EwRtQ9Q9FMVt6HfGWa?usp=sharing
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![Back of My Mind (revamped)
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[Verse]
Writing love songs for the deaf
Nobody can hear
Nobody wants to hear me pour my soul out
In these words, I’m singing to no one
See my lips move, but nothing’s stopping you
From looking away
Yeah, you’re looking away
I’m addicted to loneliness
Like somehow I’m hurting less
Fighting love songs for myself
They’re stuck like gum, underneath my tongue
And I can’t help but want love
‘Cause humans crave it like nothing else
[Chorus]
Spinning in my head, I can’t get these thoughts out
Silence in my throat, even if I spoke you’d hear
Nothing more than a whisper
Calluses on my fingertips
Playing strong alone
But you got a grip on me
Always in the back of my mind
Always at the worst time Back of My Mind (revamped)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ebht9MtlmAA/mqdefault.jpg)









