Uploaded March 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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STAGE 1 :
0:00 - A1 - You’re As Pretty As A Picture
4:06 - A2 - I Hoped To Have Seen You Long Ago
7:38- A3 - A Perfect Life
10:28 - A4 - Our Love And Bliss Halted All So Suddenly
14:16 - A5 - The Nights I So Long For Once Again
17:22 - A6 - A Fond Melody
22:01 - A7 - Just Guilty Of Loving You
24:29 - A8 - You Are My Life
26:36 - A9 - Sublime Dreams Ahead
31:45 - A10 - We Were Drifting Happily Together

1978-1979 :
35:28- B1 - In Days Of Which I Think Of You
38:53 - B2 - Just A Slight Feeling Of Misplacement
42:07 - B3 - Why Couldn’t We Have Been Friends Long Ago
46:18 - B4 - A Grand Moment For Me And You
48:38 - B5 - That One Blissful Day Over The Years
51:13 - B6 - I Remember Saying So Long To My Beloved
54:20 - B7 - Let’s Face The Music Together Dear
56:59 - B8 - Great Times They Were Indeed
59:46 - B9 - We Were Going To Sing …….
1:01:16 - B10 - As The Wonderful Winter Slowly Fades
1:05:35 - B11 - A Bewildered Feeling Amongst Myself
1:07:54 - B12 - A Realization Of Something Feeling Not Quite Right

STAGE 2 :
1980-1982
1:09:11 - C1 - Rapidly Fading Into An Unknown Somewhere
1:13:11 - C2 - A Crumbling Tune With You
1:17:09 - C3 - Waking Up Every Day Only To See You Slowly Being Forgotten
Alzheimer’s Diagnosis :
1:19:26 - C4 - Time Crashing Down
1:25:00 - C5 - Happiness Going To Boredom
1:31:37 - C6 - The Future Seems Much Darker
1:36:15 - C7 - Misery In The Midst Of Night
1:40:02 - C8 - Come Back Here, Dear
1:42:28 - C9 - Weeping Had To Have Been The Only Hope
1:46:02 - C10 - Watching My Beloved Slowly Fading From Me
1:47:26 - C11 - Why Weep At This Moment?
1:49:41 - [ Unknown ]
1:49:59 - D1 - Denial And Aching Defeating Joy And Pure Recollections
1:53:12 - D2 - I Recall Walking On That Pouring Day All Alone
1:57:00 - D3 - I Remember Arriving At A Long Forgotten Uptown
1:59:40 - D4 - An Unchangeable Fate
2:03:26 - D5 - Who Was The Child That Walked Near Me On That Day?
2:07:08 - D6 - Must I Surrender Now?
2:09:42 - D7 - The Way Back Is No More
2:13:19 - D8 - Memories Of A Faded Arabia
2:16:55 - D9 - Was Loving You Always A Sin?
2:20:13 - D10 - What Exactly Was I Doing?
2:23:19 - D11 - A Blissful Goodbye Amidst A Coming Storm

1982-1983 :
2:27:35 - D12 - My Glorious Life And Heart Slowly And Surely Crumble Before My Very Eyes
2:30:37 - D13 - More Than You Know
2:34:46 - D14 - As Dusk Settles Into Midnight

STAGE 3 :
1983-1985
2:37:19 - E1 - A Devastating Storm Before A Great Loss
2:40:47 - E2 - You’re As Pretty As………
2:43:21 - E3 - Tears Came Across The Embers Of My Heart
2:45:09 - E4 - The Deep Slowly Fading Away From Me
2:47:29 E5 - A Lurking Night Without The Day
2:51:57 - E6 - Enchanted Ambiguity
2:55:58 - E7 - What Are Those Evening Weary Tears With You For?
2:57:50 - E8 - Just You, Only You
2:59:21 - E9 - A Degrading Memory From All Those Years Ago
3:01:05 - E10 - Oh Dear I …. You……
3:02:24 - E11- Hanging On To That Blissful Moonburn Before A Tearing Defeat
3:05:58 - F1 - House Of The Bewildered
3:09:01 - F2 - Be Still, My Nearly Shattered Heart
3:11:56 - F3 - Beyond The Shattered Sea Of Our Dreams
3:15:04 - F4 - What… Oh, So …… No, No! [
3:18:46 - F5 - Have I Forgotten Everything You Said?
3:20:11 - F6 - Forgotten Moments Slowly Fading In The Caverns
3:22:22 - F7 - Great Times They Were Indeed
3:25:06 - F8 - I Was Walking Along With Your Hands Besides Me
3:26:32 - F9 - Crumbled Memories Recalled
3:27:46 - F10 - Lost Along The Vast Caverns
3:31:53 - F11 - Broken Melodies With You [
3:34:25 - F12 - I Was Walking Along With Your Hands Besides Me
3:38:00 - F13 - Just You, Only You Fading Away
Transition From Stage 3 to Stage 4
3:41:49 G0 - Final Moments Of True Peace

STAGE 4 :
1985-1985
3:44:49 - G1 - Crumbling Souls Surround My Nearly Shattered Heart
3:48:15 - G2 - A Slowing Transition Into An Agonizing Confusion
3:53:59 - G3 - A Bleeding And Weary Soul Longs For Death

PHASE 2 :
4:00:55 - H0 - With Remembrance Strikes Devastation
4:07:15 - H1 - Under A Fading Moonlight
4:19:59 - H2 - I View Myself Once More In The Distance, Sorrowful And Tormented
4:30:27 - H3 - A Familiarity Amongst Unfamiliarity
4:41:10 - I0 - A Sorrowing Fate Sealed

STAGE 5 :
1986-1987
4:47:22 - I1 - It's All Forgotten Now
4:48:52 - I2 - Post Awareness Confusions
5:04:18 - J1 - Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome
5:06:11 - J2- Agonizing Confusions Amidst A Weary Storm
5:38:52 - K0 - Temporary Bliss State
5:52:35 - K1 - A Reaching Clarity
5:56:54 - K2 - Neuron Degradation

STAGE 6 :
1988-1990
6:16:33 - L1 - Advanced Plaque Buildup
6:35:42 - M1 - Further Entanglements
7:01:36 - N1 - Synapses Retrogenesis
7:11:00 - O1 - Sudden Time Regression Into Vegetative State
7:25:54 - P1 - Isolation State

STAGE 7 :
1990-1991
7:31:50 - Q1 - Emptiness Within
7:50:09 - R1 - Surrounded By The Darkening Abyss
8:01:41 - S1 - A Deceased Soul
8:23:42 - T1 - A Sealed Fate

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