Uploaded April 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
heya
here is my original song for April. And I'm sorry it is sooo lattee. but its still in April so its fine.
as for a bit of backstory, I started writing this song about how friends aren't always friends and how everyone leaves but... it took a bit of a turn.
it became more about the feeling.
feeling like you have no friends or feeling like the friends you do have are only "friends" when they want something/cause they have to be.
In my own experience, I have always struggled to make friends. I find that effort isn't always put in on both sides and it sucks.
I am so grateful to the people around me now and though I may only have a few people I call a friend, they are some incredible people.
CAPO 5
CHORDS: G - C (Literally that through the whole song)
LYRICS:
It's the 3rd time its rained this week and I wonder if I'll see the sun again
I didn't want to call you up cause my mind has told me that I lost a friend
I can't forget about the things you said I wonder if you meant the mat all
So I'll sit in my bed and think about the things that I've done wrong.
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
anything at all
ooOooOoOoOoh
I know we text on the phone but I get nervous when It seems to die down
I don't know the tone of your voice so I drown face down in the sound
And I know I saw you last week, but maybe it's all changed, or maybe I'm just too weak to believe we've stayed the same
OooOoOOoOoOoh
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
OOOOOh I need someone
to take away my madness
to help me through this sadness
someone that I can adore
so I'm not so alone anymore
so I'm not so alone anymore
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
_____________________________________
Thank you to Channing Brown, Sera Ellis, Sonia O’Reilly, Tyler Meacham, Michael Hutchinson and Mikayla Jade for supporting me on Patreon!
Join my Patreon Family here!: patreon.com/shahraeweaver
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Equipment
Microphone: AKG P120
Camera: Canon 800d (T7i)
Concert ukulele: Kala brand KA-CE 40 201601
Baritone ukulele: Kala brand KA-BE 40 1610
Video editing software: Adobe premiere pro
Audio editing software: Logic pro
heya
here is my original song for April. And I'm sorry it is sooo lattee. but its still in April so its fine.
as for a bit of backstory, I started writing this song about how friends aren't always friends and how everyone leaves but... it took a bit of a turn.
it became more about the feeling.
feeling like you have no friends or feeling like the friends you do have are only "friends" when they want something/cause they have to be.
In my own experience, I have always struggled to make friends. I find that effort isn't always put in on both sides and it sucks.
I am so grateful to the people around me now and though I may only have a few people I call a friend, they are some incredible people.
CAPO 5
CHORDS: G - C (Literally that through the whole song)
LYRICS:
It's the 3rd time its rained this week and I wonder if I'll see the sun again
I didn't want to call you up cause my mind has told me that I lost a friend
I can't forget about the things you said I wonder if you meant the mat all
So I'll sit in my bed and think about the things that I've done wrong.
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
anything at all
ooOooOoOoOoh
I know we text on the phone but I get nervous when It seems to die down
I don't know the tone of your voice so I drown face down in the sound
And I know I saw you last week, but maybe it's all changed, or maybe I'm just too weak to believe we've stayed the same
OooOoOOoOoOoh
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
OOOOOh I need someone
to take away my madness
to help me through this sadness
someone that I can adore
so I'm not so alone anymore
so I'm not so alone anymore
I just need someone
to show me that I'm not disgusting
to show me that I mean something
Anything at all
_____________________________________
Thank you to Channing Brown, Sera Ellis, Sonia O’Reilly, Tyler Meacham, Michael Hutchinson and Mikayla Jade for supporting me on Patreon!
Join my Patreon Family here!: patreon.com/shahraeweaver
All the other social media stuff.
stream "The End of the Fxxxing World" on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5eHmz...
facebook: facebook.com/ShahRaeWeaver
twitter: twitter.com/RaeRaeWeaver
Insta: instagram.com/shahraeweaver/?hl=en
tumblr: raeraeweaver.tumblr.com
bandcamp: shahraeweaver.bandcamp.com
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/user-211546987
Tip me at Paypal: paypal.me/shahraeweaver
Equipment
Microphone: AKG P120
Camera: Canon 800d (T7i)
Concert ukulele: Kala brand KA-CE 40 201601
Baritone ukulele: Kala brand KA-BE 40 1610
Video editing software: Adobe premiere pro
Audio editing software: Logic pro
