Uploaded March 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago

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Director: Mercedes Arn-Horn
DOPs: Mercedes Arn-Horn, Phoenix Arn-Horn, Kaylene Widdoes
Editor: Mercedes Arn-Horn
Producer: Phoenix Arn-Horn
Mixed by: Chris Perry

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lyrics:
i've been spiralling out for hours
burning a hole in my brain
and i just keep talking and running in circles
over and over again

"is it worth the pain for now?"
"is it worth it to find out?"
"don't wanna be the air you breathe out"
breathe out

i've been holding my head up higher
hoping that soon it'll take
but so far the weight isn't any lighter
my lack of a backbone is ready to break

"is it worth the pain for now?"
"is it worth it to find out?"
"don't wanna be the air you breathe out"
breathe out

i know my self deprecation is so annoying
stuck in a loop and it's oh so boring
one might assume that i almost enjoy it

i've been spiralling out for hours
burning a hole in my brain
and i just keep talking and running in circles
over and over again

over and over
over and over
over and over
over and over
over and over
over and over
over and over
over and over

"We acknowledge the financial support of the Government of Canada through the Department of Canadian Heritage (Canada Music Fund) and of Canada's Private Radio Broadcasters."

This project is funded in part by FACTOR, the Government of Canada and Canada’s private radio broadcasters. Ce projet est financé en partie par FACTOR, le gouvernement du Canada et les radiodiffuseurs privés du Canada.