Uploaded November 2010 | Updated September 2026, 20 hours ago

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OMG! I FINALLY finished this!! I started this project just after 'Idol' aired over a year ago! It's original premise was what would happen if Lois hadn't been saved by the Wonder Twins and Clark lost her. Grim, I know...it's how my brain works sometimes, LOL. Anywho, I lost inspiration along the way and at some point this vid lost a purpose. But over the weekend I found out that I made it through to the FINAL round of marimilla's Vidder's Tournament and the challenge was to make a video that'll make her cry. Now I have cried numerous times making this, the song is just SO DAMN SAD! (That's part of why I lost inspiration, I just couldn't add more without breaking down, lol). So I figured this was the perfect time to finish this video and I got inspiration and found a higher purpose for this video in the process :)

Basically the story is Lois dies that day on the roof to protect Clark and keep him from revealing himself to the cameras. This leaves Clark with a heavy burden of guilt on his shoulders and he must find a way to move past his loss but his memories haunt him until he is finally able to find peace and use Lois' memory as strength to be the hero he needs to be. I twisted the Smallville story line so that they were married before she died. Just to clarify that proposal flashback :)

A little fun fact is that this project is the basis for the fanfic I'm writing. Of course, I changed the plot a bit because I always did intend on finishing this video but the premise of Clark's grief is there. And, for those of you who follow my fanfic, I assure you the next chapter will be up soon. I've been SO incredibly busy and not always inspired to write lately but I have ONE more scene to get through and then it'll be up! But since you have waited SO patiently, a little hint at the next chapter...one of the issues dealt with is covered in this vid...that's all I can give away at this point.

If you want to read my fanfic you can do so here:

loisclark.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=serial&action=display&thread=5527&page=1

Now for the dedication...This video is dedicated to my AT (Awesome Twin) CatAtak12! When I started making this I had shown her a bunch of my unfinished projects and I remember her saying of all of them she wanted this one to be finished first...sorry it took so long but it's here! I did it! I NEVER give up on my projects! LOL.

Also, thank you meesa96, luvtheheaven3 and Chels125843 for reviewing this..you may not remember doing it since it was so long ago but I have your comments on my test render upload to prove it, LOL. So thank you :)

PLEASE RATE, COMMENT & ENJOY :D

Song: "Hymn to the Sea" by James Horner (from 'Titanic')

P.S...sorry if there are any audio syncing issues, one scene was a bitch to match up cuz Sony Vegas screwed it up somehow...grr...lol

Honors for this vid:

November 24, 2010
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November 23, 2010
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#90 - Top Rated (Today)) - Film & Animation (7:28am PST)


I DO NOT OWN THE MATERIAL IN THIS VID! IT WAS MADE FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY :)