Uploaded April 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Gonna be the best thing that you ever had
Gonna be the worst thing, I will make you mad

Been tryin' to find a reason, a reason for this life
One day we're here, someday we die
Everything else in between, we're just passin' the time
Reachin' for a dream, I don't even know why
Livin' in fear till I close my eyes
Then I wake up everyday

And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this, I'm stuck in a loop
Can't keep goin' through this
And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this over and over
Over and over
Over and over again

Keep thinkin' I got somewhere and then I fall behind
It's crystal clear and then I go blind
Every night I'm havin' three or four glasses of wine
Doin' anything just to get through alright
Drownin' my fears till I open my eyes

And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this, I'm stuck in a loop
Can't keep goin' through this
And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this over and over
Over and over
Over and over

And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this, I'm stuck in a loop
Can't keep goin' through this
And I'm right back where I started
I can't do this over and over
Over and over
Over and over again

Gonna be the best thing that you ever had
Gonna be the worst thing, I will make you mad