Uploaded August 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I wished I could leave. I wished so hard that I could leave everything behind. All of the pettiness and pointless arguing and fighting. I wanted to be alone. However I found that in my isolation I've realized a truth. That the suffering I faced and the hatred I stood against was for a reason. I understand now how every failure and victory built me, made me, helped me to stand against the test of time. I didn't want to fall, I didn't want to fail and meet an end I didn't look forward to. I was scared. I thought this was a dream come true, my reward. I got what I wanted, now I'll last, now I never have to be afraid of falling. I just wish I wasn't alone.
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I wished I could leave. I wished so hard that I could leave everything behind. All of the pettiness and pointless arguing and fighting. I wanted to be alone. However I found that in my isolation I've realized a truth. That the suffering I faced and the hatred I stood against was for a reason. I understand now how every failure and victory built me, made me, helped me to stand against the test of time. I didn't want to fall, I didn't want to fail and meet an end I didn't look forward to. I was scared. I thought this was a dream come true, my reward. I got what I wanted, now I'll last, now I never have to be afraid of falling. I just wish I wasn't alone.
As always Like Share Sub and Ring That Bell if you like what you hear, follow me on my social media to ask questions and see what I'm doing, comment below on what you think and what you'd like to hear next, and I hope you all enjoy!
(If you'd like to request a personal commission, send me an email.)
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Hayden Gallup
youtube.com/channel/UCE8ysL6GKkIoD5bzJpJSO_Q
Hayden's Website
haydengallup.co/?fbclid=IwAR2DsYfmxZtiqrsoJuHjay2NdPw-f6n1CKH0vBVxj_Dut5AazkIuOWqG6VU
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