Uploaded June 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
MAP Link: youtu.be/DoZeMUlsNsM
Okay okay, you read the title so I’ll just get to the point for once.
I don’t think I can mentally or physically cope with uploading every single day, don’t get me wrong, I have the time, but I get next to no sleep a lot of nights and waking up after 5-2 hours of sleep and forcing myself to draw murder kitties with nothing but fog in my mind is incredibly draining. It’s starting to feel like art and animation are becoming more and more of a chore rather than a passion. Again don’t get me wrong, I seriously still love doing art and animation but when you force yourself to do it because you’re terrified the latest video will read “two days ago”, well, obviously it’s not great.
I miss the times when I could just upload whenever I felt like it, and don’t worry because that was still like, an upload every 2-4 days? Back when I did that it felt so much more relaxed for me, I wouldn’t have to worry about uploading constantly.
sO “why the hell are you telling me this??” well, originally I was going to just suck it up and keep going, but something happened today and it was just the final thing I needed to push me over the brink.
I’m going to attempt to relax my uploads, so I really hope you’re all going to be okay with that. I’m sorry. On the bright side, this does mean I’ll have time to work on animation memes rather than just spamming map parts, and I’ll have time to practice in private and improve my art, so I guess it’s not all terrible?
Again, I’m sorry, I hope you’ll all be okay with this.
MAP Link: youtu.be/DoZeMUlsNsM
Okay okay, you read the title so I’ll just get to the point for once.
I don’t think I can mentally or physically cope with uploading every single day, don’t get me wrong, I have the time, but I get next to no sleep a lot of nights and waking up after 5-2 hours of sleep and forcing myself to draw murder kitties with nothing but fog in my mind is incredibly draining. It’s starting to feel like art and animation are becoming more and more of a chore rather than a passion. Again don’t get me wrong, I seriously still love doing art and animation but when you force yourself to do it because you’re terrified the latest video will read “two days ago”, well, obviously it’s not great.
I miss the times when I could just upload whenever I felt like it, and don’t worry because that was still like, an upload every 2-4 days? Back when I did that it felt so much more relaxed for me, I wouldn’t have to worry about uploading constantly.
sO “why the hell are you telling me this??” well, originally I was going to just suck it up and keep going, but something happened today and it was just the final thing I needed to push me over the brink.
I’m going to attempt to relax my uploads, so I really hope you’re all going to be okay with that. I’m sorry. On the bright side, this does mean I’ll have time to work on animation memes rather than just spamming map parts, and I’ll have time to practice in private and improve my art, so I guess it’s not all terrible?
Again, I’m sorry, I hope you’ll all be okay with this.
