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'HeartBreakKid' EP out now!
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#BestFriend #HeartBreakKid

If I was your best friend
I'd want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me you'll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you don’t realise in time

Ain’t no coming back from this
So none of us gone do u turns
All the time and money invested in you
I don’t wanna see you burn
Is there a gyal in this life for me?
I don't know do I want a new bird
It’s like I don’t but I do learn
Now gyal only gonna get like two turns
Not up for discussion
After that I’m wooshing and pushing
It was mine, then it wasn’t
Threw the receipt had my heart all bunning
This gyals like rah you're stunning
But I can’t trust no crarsses woman
Said your a good girl that was debatable
Baby I ain’t gonna arselick nuttn

If I was your best friend
I'd want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me you'll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you don’t realise in time

She loves me she loves me not
I guess not got me blocked on pages
Did she love me or lust for cock
My hearts kinda full of regrets and hatred
I can’t lie I'm grateful
But I kinda feel like my time's been wasted
Wish I never said I had money
I could of stacked all that and saved it
Can’t hold back on how I word it
I should of got that money and burned it
The way I got done, truthfully hun
I don’t think I deserve it
Sis told me have faith in the lesson
Phidizz told me use pain as your weapon
Coming like old school Giggs
Blood… yano pain is the essence

If I was your best friend
I'd want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me you'll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you don’t realise in time

Catching a Uber to gym is crazy
Now I got my bredjins saying I’m lazy
Truth is I’m depressed daily
It’s a struggle to get out bed lately
Tell gyal stop calling me baby
I’m a big man and you’re not my lady
I need to work on myself so
I’m fenna ghost off like Patrick Swayze
Thanks for my weapon
That protects me where all these nerds is
Thanks for depression
The things I done I probably deserve it
Thanks for the lesson
I’m sad now but the pain is worth it
Thanks for the session
I had my turn then you returned it

If I was your best friend
I'd want you round all the time
If I was your best friend
Could you promise me you'll be mine
Said I was your soul mate
Now I realise that was all lies
The world is cold babes
Hope you don’t realise in time