Uploaded January 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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"[SFM/TF2 OC] You Don't Understand My Anger!"

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Hello, and welcome in 2025. My name is x_Seeker_x | RobertGaśnica, but you can call me Seeker.
(That was reference to Gustavo Fring speech.. haha, get it?.. eh.)

Anyways, here is a small animation I made. I wanted to present Healer's and Ron's state of mind. They are very different from each other, yet they are both humans. These two are both affected by trauma, something that lingers around them and in their heads forever, yet it is on totally different level.

Healer is the one who's more insane. He is affected by various traumatic events and even his "normal life" shaped in his mind bad memories he cannot wipe. But he remains calm, seen almost unaffected by everything that happened to him. Sadly, it's just a mask that is surprisingly easy to break. In this video he confronts and tries to calm down Ron, who is affected by his one, singular trauma.

Ron's trauma and bad experience is not so complex as Healer's. Ron had a perfect life that Healer can only wish for. But one particular event made him so utterly upset that it stayed in his mind. Healer was in hell and back since he was a kid, truly. He got blind on one eye, got beaten up, never cared for, got into shady interests and many more. And Ron was only rejected due to his passion and hobby.

Ron uses knowledge about Healer to manipulate him, as he knows that he's.. not well in mind. "If you did, you wouldn't be kill1ing yovrself so soon," just indicates how manipulative Ron is and how he uses Healer's mentality and plans to put him in place. But it is not only Ron's personality, but also awful coping mechanism; he got frustrated, yelled, let his real personality slip. So, to better his situation and position, he basically turned the table, blaming Healer for his outburst. And Healer can do nothing.

By this video I also wanted to give a lesson; everyone's mentality is different, everyone view the world differently. Some people can be shot and eaten by crocodiles and survived, and they will not call it an "traumatic event", even if in fact, it traumatized them in some way and they're not aware of it. And other people from the other hand can have their candy stolen once and recall this moment for the rest of their lifes. Ron is the candy people, Healer is the one who survived crocodiles. Do not judge people by their reactions and past events. Saying stuff like "Oh, you can't have trauma because blah blah blah..!" is so wrong, so so wrong and bad.
Everyone deal with their past experiences in different way and have different reactions to certain stuff. Some people are mentally strong, like Healer, and some are mentally weak, like Ron. (But, to be fair, Healer is mentally weak too. He just masks it well).

Everyone matters. You matter. No matter what demons you fight; your opinion is valid, and you shall be heard and understood by as many people as you need to.

Also, I'm testing a new editing program. I have a beef with Capcut. I hate Capcut so much.

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Valve
Source Filmmaker
Team Fortress 2
Healer (OC)
Ron Snake (OC)

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