Uploaded August 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
00:00 syringa d'poud - k'naan
02:15 passion pit - sleepyhead [stripped]
04:38 akron/family - don't be afraid, you're already dead
09:18 cyberbully mom club - fight night champion
11:57 strays dont sleep - for blue skies
17:56 milo - just us
21:55 the new pornographers - adventures in solitude
26:09 amanda palmer - machete
32:37 ghost mice - greyhound
35:29 the front bottoms - swimming pool
39:06 the presidents of the usa - more bad times
two years and i still try to call you sometimes
00:00 syringa d'poud - k'naan
02:15 passion pit - sleepyhead [stripped]
04:38 akron/family - don't be afraid, you're already dead
09:18 cyberbully mom club - fight night champion
11:57 strays dont sleep - for blue skies
17:56 milo - just us
21:55 the new pornographers - adventures in solitude
26:09 amanda palmer - machete
32:37 ghost mice - greyhound
35:29 the front bottoms - swimming pool
39:06 the presidents of the usa - more bad times
two years and i still try to call you sometimes
![JC and The Nobodies [ Crywank ] - Baby Self Absorbed [ Lyrics ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/htUHX_wLn4g/mqdefault.jpg "JC and The Nobodies [ Crywank ] - Baby Self Absorbed [ Lyrics ]
http://crywank.bandcamp.com/album/ish
Baby wrote a song
But baby brought no bread
Baby need drugs
Baby gotta be fed
Baby cry now
Baby stays in bed
Baby dont talk
But some Baby has
Baby self absorbed
Its a guilt trip to know me
Baby self absorbed
Its a guilt trip to know me
Baby self absorbed
Its a guilt trip to know me
Baby self absorbed
Its a guilt trip to know me
Baby said close thing
Baby is a joke
Cry baby as they laughing at me
Maybe Baby hopes
One day Baby grows
And Babys more than
Baby thinks Baby can be
Had this on my hardrive for about four months now, never uploaded it because 1. I had to rely solely on myself for lyrics and Im not sure if they are right, 2. I didnt know whether to label it under Crywank or JC and The Nobodies.")
![Pat the Bunny - Teenage Anarchist [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/i_k_XFrkaVg/mqdefault.jpg "Pat the Bunny - Teenage Anarchist [Lyrics]
https://banditsneverdie.bandcamp.com/track/teenage-anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
drunk on selfish rebellion and of course wild irish rose
spitting in cops faces
who cut me and break instead of breaking my nose
since then ive been sobered by pepper spray and detox and rehab
im still waiting for the time to be right
well spit in all those cops faces together
i was a teenage anarchist
and of course i was full of shit
but show me someone who isnt
ill show you somebody who hasnt lived
believing in anything means taking the terrible risk of being dead wrong
but i still think that the stakes are worth it
i was a teenage anarchist
what does that make me thirteen years later and we didnt win
but thats the wrong question
like how would we deal with the murderers
tell me how do we deal with them now
if that pig who shot mike brown ever sees a court room
youll have mostly the looters to thank for it
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist
i was a teenage anarchist and i still am")
![Seth Corbin - The Alcohol Song [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jyv0J_luOIQ/mqdefault.jpg "Seth Corbin - The Alcohol Song [Lyrics]
https://sethcorbin.bandcamp.com/track/the-alcohol-song
ive come out three times first as queer and then as trans
both times met with acceptance and metaphorical clapping of hands
third time was met with disbelief an awkwardness so chronic
they thought i must be joking when i said im an alcoholic
they said i was too young as if theres an age limit for addiction
and they drink way more than me and theres absolutely nothing wrong with them
i cant say that i agree when our friendships based on getting drunk
and sober conversations a ship of silence that cant be sunk
cuz I drink when Im happy
and i drink when im sad
and i drink when life is going well
and when it turns out bad
i drink to remember
and i drink to forget
my mum said that if i carry on
ill probably end up dead
i first realised there were problems when i woke in a strangers bed
i didnt know where the fuck i was and i couldnt feel my head
i lost most of my money and i lost most of my clothes
and with that i found my pants and took to the open road
i tried to call my friends but none of them picked up
they were probably still out clubbing
or probably just too drunk
so i called the one woman on whom i can rely
hi mum its me im lost i said and then i began to cry
look around what can you see she asked and i could see big ben
and i found a train station and promised this wont happen again
when i promised that i meant it my drinking career would end
but it didnt stop me doing the exact same thing that next weekend
cuz I drink when Im happy
and i drink when im sad
and i drink when life is going well
and when it turns out bad
i drink to remember
and i drink to forget
my mum said that if i carry on
ill probably end up dead
if you think its not a problem then let me tell you this
i promised my best friend id stopped drinking that same night i got pissed
i missed her exhibition because i was so hungover
it doesnt take a genius to work out that friendships over
when you wanna put down the bottle but youve lost all the willpower
and you slip on the bathroom floor and knock yrself out in the shower
and you try to kill yourself cuz youre convinced you wont be missed
the next morning you realise you only felt that way cuz you were pissed
when youre abusive towards yr friends and abusive towards yr partner
and you wake up with no recollection of that behaviour after
if youve still got the audacity to tell me im okay
then my friend stay the fuck outta my life and stay the fuck outta my way
cuz I drink when Im happy
and i drink when im sad
and i drink when life is going well
and when it turns out bad
i drink to remember
and i drink to forget
my mum said that if i carry on
ill probably end up dead
cuz I drink when Im happy
and i drink when im sad
and i drink when life is going well
and when it turns out bad
i drink to remember
and i drink to forget
and i know that if i carry on
ill probably end up dead")
![Crywank - Leech Boy [ Lyrics ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kAFk0cu6gJs/mqdefault.jpg "Crywank - Leech Boy [ Lyrics ]
http://crywank.bandcamp.com/track/leech-boy
I feel like a leech to everyone around me
unsure and false promises I make.
I invade your existence with my dependence
and leave you guilt tripped until you take
care of me, for If not I will surely die.
I don’t feed or clean myself and I am always high,
putting pipe dreams before the necessities in life.
Without your help I have no hope to survive.
Now I know that sounds pathetic,
that’s because that’s what I am.
So open about my flaws
but it’s all part of my plan.
For If I can recognize my flaws
you’ll assume I’m trying to change,
but I am lazy and disheartened
and I know I will remain the same.
Taking all you can give me trying to live in excess.
You know you’ll make my life much easier, I’ll make your life a mess.
Squirm away stupid leech boy go and die now in the drain,
you speak only of your sadness but are yet to feel true pain.
As I get older I also worsen.
I used to be a better person.
Growing into a constant burden.
Introducing man child.
I am scared I’ll lose my job because I always go in stoned,
If I do will you feed me, take me in and hear me moan.
If you don’t I’m on your conscience and will surely die alone.
Invite me in to regret it as I take over your home.
Oh so useless and demanding no I will not help out with chores.
I’ll bring no money or conversation. Unmotivated and bored.
Staring blankly into space absorbing all you have worked for,
I will disappoint those who think I can do more.
I warn you now to avoid me.
I may not bite the hand that feeds,
but I will wrap my lips around it
and I will suck off all the meat.
You’ll be left feeling used once you find out I’m a leech,
I’ll take all you can give and then I will up and leave.
No shame or dignity left in me as I scout out brand new friends
to invade with my dependence and let it start again.")
![The Front Bottoms - Looking Like You Just Woke Up [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ldC9La7a8_w/mqdefault.jpg "The Front Bottoms - Looking Like You Just Woke Up [Lyrics]
http://www.thefrontbottoms.com/
I love to wait. I love girls with ex boyfriends, that they
Arent really over
And I love new mexico, I love places Ive never been
I love the idea of places Ill never go
So Im swinging like a fist fight concrete colored basement
Alright, alright lets keep this clean, as clean as youd like
And it probably wont get easier, just easier to hide
Prepare for an aching the rest of your life
Im playing dead. I faked my death and Ill keep pretending
If nothing else for the sake of the tradition
And I am confident
Even if it makes no sense. I will say I love you back
To the love that I am given
So Im swinging like a fist fight concrete colored basement
Alright, alright lets keep this clean, as clean as youd like
And it probably wont get easier, just easier to hide
Prepare for an aching the rest of your life
Prepare for an aching the rest of your life
So Im swinging like a fist fight concrete colored basement
Alright, alright lets keep this clean as clean as youd like
And it probably wont get easier just easier to hide
Prepare for an aching the rest of your life")
![Clairo - bubble gum [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mGHIc0FIu40/mqdefault.jpg "Clairo - bubble gum [Lyrics]
https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/bubble-gum
Sorry I didnt kiss you
But its obvious I wanted to
Bubble gum down my throat and its a curse
But my luck couldnt get any worse
Cause I swallowed the bubble gum
Oh and these seven years will be pretty dumb
Pink flowers grow from my skin
Pepto bismo veins and I grin
You look so nice in your shirt
Its sad because it just hurts
Id do anything for you
But would you do that for me too
Cause I swallowed the bubble gum
Oh and these seven years will be pretty dumb
Pink flowers grow from my skin
Pepto bismo veins and I grin")
![Emily Wells - Mamas Gonna Give You Love [ Lyrics ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nN-VJCyvsI0/mqdefault.jpg "Emily Wells - Mamas Gonna Give You Love [ Lyrics ]
Lyrics also in description
Buy here -
http://emilywellsmusic.com/#store [ Album: Mama ]
http://www.amazon.com/Mama-Emily-Wells/dp/B007CMD2UY
https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/mama-bonus-track-version/id682204970
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
oh boy boy youre a heart breaker
ill tell you everything if you didnt take her
school shopping in the neighborhood mall
i know i know that i killed it all
when you say nothing, well you say it all
cant blame you baby i can take the fall
tuck you in just a one last time
tell you little baby itll be alright
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
oh boy boy youre a are the one
sights so high itll never be done
love you so hard in a every day
letters on my body i can read your name
i flew the coop i said it all
left you in the nest in the tree so tall
darkest summer and were losing light
i tell you little baby itll be alright
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love
and mama and your mama dont see
and your mama no your mama dont see
and your mama no your mama dont see
but your mama dont want comin after me
and mama and your mama dont see
and your mama no your mama dont see
and your mama no your mama dont see
but your mama dont want comin after me
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
mamas gonna give you love
give you love, give you love")
![Walter Mitty and his Makeshift Orchestra - Community College [ Lyrics ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nZNrpcmu9hQ/mqdefault.jpg "Walter Mitty and his Makeshift Orchestra - Community College [ Lyrics ]
https://waltermitty1.bandcamp.com/album/overwhelmed-and-underdressed
She said Its weird,
I feel like I dont know you anymore.
You havent been home in six months,
Youre barely calling.
Maybe its a strange phase,
Maybe its commitment you dont have,
The same reasons youre at community college.
Oh I havent been this scary since February last year.
There were rainbows in the offshore winds
And playgrounds in the waves.
We said Why do we deserve this? passing a joint down pch.
And O my brain is like a soggy piece of bread,
And my jaded pair of lungs they think were dying of old age.
I counted all our blessings like train robbers after the steal.
And oh it only left us guessing how long can we milk this deal?
So take a long last bite of your desert,
Soon well be sliding down the backside of the bell curve.
And all our greatest energies
All our adventures will blur into nostalgic stories.
Oh its been this scary since February last year.")
![Human Kitten - What If Im Queer [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/n_EKvjVzmN0/mqdefault.jpg "Human Kitten - What If Im Queer [Lyrics]
http://music.humankitten.net/track/what-if-i-am-queer
I might as well be queer
Because I have kissed as many boys as I have girls
I might as well be queer
Because I’ve pushed myself away from a society
That pushes down the weak
The freaks, the weirdos and the geeks
The ones that they deem to be different than “the we”
But what does that mean
About our moral standing?
Are we all stuck in some rich fucks brain?
87 and living in a mansion
Looking down at us and laughing
Like he’s playing Monopoly and winning
I might as well be queer
Because I have kissed as many girls as I have boys
I might as well be queer
What if I am queer? Would you treat me any differently?
Would you push me away? Would you call me a fag?
Would you look me in the eye and say I should be more like my Dad.
It’s none of your business what anyone’s
Sexual orientation is.
Cause that’s not what makes a man or a woman
It’s what’s in your head or in your heart
It’s not about who you fuck
It’s about who you don’t fuck over
I might as well be queer
What if I am queer? If you really give a fuck, than I’m sure you are not my friend")
![Mantits - Let Me Fucking Die [ Lyrics ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qJ60al8xXoA/mqdefault.jpg "Mantits - Let Me Fucking Die [ Lyrics ]
http://www.angelfire.com/scary/mantits/mp3.html
Another song is written
I cleaned the house again
I went to see a concert
I made another friend
I built another staircase
I fucked another whore
Im always going somewhere
Im always out for more
Its just an endless cycle
I never leave square one
Am I going somewhere
Or am I on the run
Keep striving to accomplish
Fueled by boredom and pride
A doomed attempt at running
From the pain I feel inside.
Some say Ive got a problem:
Imbalance in the brain
That theres two kinds of people:
The happy and insane
But somehow I dont buy it
Emotions serve a cause
Theyre trying to convince me
Its happy in their jaws
Drugs just dull the sadness
Dont change what its about
And when the problems always there
You cant just talk it out
Ive heard theres a completeness
A stillness deep inside
But you cant stay forever
No its just another ride
So let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die
Ive got my self-direction
But where demands a why
The answers other people
But theyre out getting high
Some say this pain and longing
Is all a search for God
Well I say if hes hiding
Hes probably a fraud
Some say the answers money
But money cant buy me love
And greed is something that I hate
Too much to be a part of
Some say to just live simply
Contemplative and calm
So Ill be picking flowers
And theyll be dropping bombs
I know life could be different
But that wont make it so
I know why there are problems
But that wont make them go
Things may change in the future
But Im alive today
Where peace is just a pipedream
And love just falls away
They say death is too easy
That living makes us strong
That suicides for cowards
But I know that theyre wrong
Cause theres no use in living
When theres no reason why
And theres nothing strong about it
When youre just too scared to die
So let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Its the only way
Let me fucking die")
![Flower Face - Honey and Milk [Lyrics]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rA_JZNnYOjg/mqdefault.jpg "Flower Face - Honey and Milk [Lyrics]
https://flowerface.bandcamp.com/track/honey-and-milk-single
keep me caged with the animals, tasting my sorrow and teaching me lessons
you found me asleep with the roses all over my body, like a confession
cigarette burns on my collar, i dont think i like this life that were living
surviving on honey and milk, you dont give me much more to make sure that im breathing
i think gods staying at the diane motel and hes smoking out on the porch
and youre crying in the parking lot again, just praying that i will come home
but ive been lost for so many days on the interstate, i dont know morning from dark
the kindness of strangers and the strangeness of everyone i know has just fucked with my heart
you laugh like an angel with comatose love in your eyes like a sleeping city
you put me to rest in your gravestone chest, tell me ive never looked so pretty
the funeral party had drinks and nobody asked why you smashed up the table
your promises fold and your voice is so loud but im living in the light of your halo
i think gods passed out in the bathtub again because nobody answered the door
and the love that you made me fight for was never love at all
the red light shines through the window and ive got a black eye for every bed that youve made
the honey and milk on my fingertips was never enough to make you stay")
